It's brutal watching your dog die

[Panzram]

I just watched my dog die. She was only one year old and dies only because I was too lazy of a piece of shit to give her the tick protection on time. By the time I had given it her it was late. I called the vet and he did what he could, she got three ivs over two days bunch of shots, but it was all too weak.

Like all things in my life I lose this too because of my laziness, procrastination and negligence. The unholy trinity that has unironicaly destroyed my life. I did not have to be an incel had I taken care of myself and tried.

If I could craft my future from now on it would be this: defeat the unholy trinity of doom of laziness, procrastination and negligence while knowing its all too late. Do it anyways. Aquire the virtues opposite of that. Once that is done and I become the opposite of what I was then kill myself and die knowing I have defeated my greatest enemies. Kms because the damage that has been done to me and my life can never be undone. I hate those vices so much buddy boyos. I hate myself. I hate weakness.

 

[khalIid]

Hahahhahaa

 

[khalIid]

Jokes aside I'm very connected to my dog too

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I just watched my dog die. She was only one year old and dies only because I was too lazy of a piece of shit to give her the tick protection on time. By the time I had given it her it was late. I called the vet and he did what he could, she got three ivs over two days bunch of shots, but it was all too weak.

Like all things in my life I lose this too because of my laziness, procrastination and negligence. The unholy trinity that has unironicaly destroyed my life. I did not have to be an incel had I taken care of myself and tried.

If I could craft my future from now on it would be this: defeat the unholy trinity of doom of laziness, procrastination and negligence while knowing its all too late. Do it anyways. Aquire the virtues opposite of that. Once that is done and I become the opposite of what I was then kill myself and die knowing I have defeated my greatest enemies. Kms because the damage that has been done to me and my life can never be undone. I hate those vices so much buddy boyos. I hate myself. I hate weakness.

It's just a dog. It sucks but you'll be ok. You're gonna have to be.

 

[Panzram]

It's just a dog. It sucks but you'll be ok. You're gonna have to be.

Its also the pattern in my life of neglecting things and procrastinating that has led me to loose my teeth and much else. I loose all because of these things. Fucking worthless lazy piece of shit.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Its also the pattern in my life of neglecting things and procrastinating that has led me to loose my teeth and much else. I loose all because of these things. Fucking worthless lazy piece of shit.

I got me a terrible case of meth mouth. Lost 5 molars.

 

[Panzram]

I got me a terrible case of meth mouth. Lost 5 molars.

Pretty brutal. Did you stop the meth?

 

[IHATEINDIANS]

I'm sorry man. But we all make mistakes and have our weaknesses. Learn your lesson and move on.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Pretty brutal. Did you stop the meth?

Yeah, I was a hardcore user in Cambodia and Vietnam. Really fucked my mouth up bad. Front teeth weren't that effected though thank goodness.

 

[Panzram]

Yeah, I was a hardcore user in Cambodia and Vietnam. Really fucked my mouth up bad. Front teeth weren't that effected though thank goodness.

Mouthbreathing at night and a half-erupted wisdom tooth that left a gum flap where food collected (bacteria reservoir), coupled with not brushing teeth and smoking heroin on foil is what has cost me 9 teeth, molars mostly.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Mouthbreathing at night and a half-erupted wisdom tooth that left a gum flap where food collected (bacteria reservoir), coupled with not brushing teeth and smoking heroin on foil is what has cost me 9 teeth, molars mostly.

I didn't know heroin was corrosive. I used to chase the dragon with meth. One time I was in Hong Kong and couldn't find any foil so I ripped a can of coke apart and made a strip out of that lol.

 

[Panzram]

I didn't know heroin was corrosive. I used to chase the dragon with meth. One time I was in Hong Kong and couldn't find any foil so I ripped a can of coke apart and made a strip out of that lol.

Idk but all my friends that smoked ended up with horrible teeth. Stopped that shit 2.5 years ago.

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

You used my ethnicity as an insult several times; do i capitalize on this moment of weakness and take my revenge or do i be kind?
Hmm.. questions questions…

 

[Panzram]

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You used my ethnicity as an insult several times; do i capitalize on this moment of weakness and take my revenge or do i be kind?
Hmm.. questions questions…

No mercy. Make Ghengis proud. I regret nothing I said.

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

No mercy. Make Ghengis proud. I regret nothing I said.

 

[Panzram]

I mean there is a lot of material to make fun of me. It's better to be Mongol than to be me.