PepsAreNatty
I was in Hell looking at Heaven
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This will be a rant post so I am sorry for that
Why me I have nothing no one truly unconditionally loves and understands me I seek attention and love from people I know I will never get it I try and look better though I know it is meaningless my life is purely over I rush in to say to a girl I liked or have dated one of the very few girls you could count on a hand that’s been cut off that I love her even though I know it’s not reciprocated I have no friends and am constantly bullied ridiculed and mocked since I gained some weight I went from 60 ish kg to 80 over a school holiday my life is pointless I will never truly find love my word is meaningless because I don’t give it meaning ive broken every promise every inch of respect that I’ve been given so come this time may 8th I will kill myself no matter what happens no matter if I’m in a loving relationship or am so drugged out of my mind of anti depression medication I will kill my self and that is my final word I will not live long enough to die from any of my addictions and I thankfully will not live long enough to get emotionally attached to any foid/women so therefore I have made it final
Why me I have nothing no one truly unconditionally loves and understands me I seek attention and love from people I know I will never get it I try and look better though I know it is meaningless my life is purely over I rush in to say to a girl I liked or have dated one of the very few girls you could count on a hand that’s been cut off that I love her even though I know it’s not reciprocated I have no friends and am constantly bullied ridiculed and mocked since I gained some weight I went from 60 ish kg to 80 over a school holiday my life is pointless I will never truly find love my word is meaningless because I don’t give it meaning ive broken every promise every inch of respect that I’ve been given so come this time may 8th I will kill myself no matter what happens no matter if I’m in a loving relationship or am so drugged out of my mind of anti depression medication I will kill my self and that is my final word I will not live long enough to die from any of my addictions and I thankfully will not live long enough to get emotionally attached to any foid/women so therefore I have made it final
