its fine

[dipenhydramine]

I hate my life and its fine
I'm still suicidal and its fine
my body is failing and its fine
everything went wrong and its fine

I'll be happy from now on its the only real choice

someone can be raped by luck their whole life and never get their get back against it

nothing really matters in this life

its actually a sematary lyric that changed how I feel

"why you scared to die if you barely even living for"

thinking back to last night, why was I scared

and I realised its not because I have stuff to live for, but I have the desire to make stuff to live for

mentalcels never let ts win

I think my issue is worms or some form of modern parasite. a parasite that sits in your brain and forces depression until you cannot cope, take your life and it feeds on you

I will take horse dewormer tomorrow

 

[dipenhydramine]

bump

 

[LowTierBateman]

Kys

 

[dipenhydramine]

Kys

hot

 

[LowTierBateman]

hot

Dont ugh me you nigger

 

[inceliusndius]

 

[Jgns]

IITS NOT FUYCJKING FINE NIGGA GET A JOB THEN HARDMAX