UglyGod360
Luminary
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Euphoric & cerebral. I do it all to chase the thrills. I need to let the past go but my anxiety is a handful (abused dog syndrome). When I wake up in the morning, I lean over and kiss my baby she kills my torment but some of it is inside me, it's hurting and hiding, that's why I get high.
I know what I'm doing is illegal, there's nothing else that's going to numb my pain in my brain. I know some people regret taking the shit that they've been taking but without it I get to sweating, shaking, and catching a fever so I guess I need it. I think they caught up to my brain.