Its fucking over

[idkmanlikefr]

I am fucking tired of frauding,thinking i look differently,getting bullied for my looks, (even if its better now) I stumbuled at looksmaxxing in summer 2023 for the first time. Thats the first time i actually realized that im ugly and that my classmates arent just making jokes about my looks. I was fucking 11 before that i was thinking its all a game or sum sht. I was so fucking dumb which i prob still am. Cause im frauding my self to make myself think i look good. my family live is fucking horrid its something i dont really wanna post on here cause its family stuff and yea but what i can say my dad is mentally sick and a psycho and my mom an alcoholic.
And im an fucking subhuman
Im recessed.
My hairline is crooked at fucking 14.
My chin is recessed
My whole face is recessed
I have thin 1a hair
I was getting bullied for my whole life
Im starting to become worse at school
Im losing any motivation i have
I dont know what i want to do if i make it out of school.
Its fucking over for me.
I dont even know if anything will help
Cause yea i am in puberty and yes i am tall AND?
What does height give me if i look like an rat
If i look like a monster from a disney movie
What does it give me?
All this cope that height brings much is a fucking lie
I had 1 girlfriend yes.
But she didnt love me she was with me cause i was kind and she tried it but broke up with me 2 months later cause i never really was her type.
I dont know why i deserved this.
I started hitting the gym which is good but it will NOT give me any advantage in my life. WHY? cause im fucking Ugly.
If i looked decent than maybe it would give me an advantage but i am recessed.
Yes i am jutting
Yes my posts were all frauded
Yes i did fucking lie
Yes i am a subhuman who deserves death
Cause i dont even have anyone in my life.
I dont know if this will be my last post and i will just accept that its OVER for me or maybe ill try even more.

Thanks for reading

 

[adi.mike]

ur human bro, just keep trying ur best, it doesnt hurt in trying, even iff u think ur a 1/10 which i doubt u are, ive seen people who are 3/10 and they have a gf, there are lots of unrealistic standards in lm, u expect to look like everyone you see on tiktok who had a crazy ascension because they hardmaxed, they are in the 0.00001% of humans but that doesnt mean u cant be in the top 1%. go out on the street, be honest u have never seen a person who looks like a 10/10. everyone has their own flaws and you can call this cope but there is nothing wrong with still trying. its never over ur 14 u got to start today

 

[ibnalhamoodi]

embrace the rapist engineer mogstyle after highschool. channel your autism young padawan

 

[idkmanlikefr]

ur human bro, just keep trying ur best, it doesnt hurt in trying, even iff u think ur a 1/10 which i doubt u are, ive seen people who are 3/10 and they have a gf, there are lots of unrealistic standards in lm, u expect to look like everyone you see on tiktok who had a crazy ascension because they hardmaxed, they are in the 0.00001% of humans but that doesnt mean u cant be in the top 1%. go out on the street, be honest u have never seen a person who looks like a 10/10. everyone has their own flaws and you can call this cope but there is nothing wrong with still trying. its never over ur 14 u got to start today

Yo, First of all thank you brother.
Second of all yea youre right with that hardmax argument and im prob to harsh to me and i tried to look at my self unfrauded for the first time in months (i always jutted before looking at my self)
And realized how chopped i actually am so thats why i was so down.
thanks!

 

[TimmyAshan1]

Honestly, what's bad with frauding anyways? Girls do it all the time with pushup bras, makeup, high heels, ect.

 

[idkmanlikefr]

Honestly, what's bad with frauding anyways? Girls do it all the time with pushup bras, makeup, high heels, ect.

i mean yea true but a woman will almost never stay lonely in her life. Because there are to many men who are "playboys" and give them to much attention. But i cant be jutting 24/7 i cannot squint 24/7 and all the other frauding my subhuman was doing to get any appreciation

 

[TimmyAshan1]

i mean yea true but a woman will almost never stay lonely in her life. Because there are to many men who are "playboys" and give them to much attention. But i cant be jutting 24/7 i cannot squint 24/7 and all the other frauding my subhuman was doing to get any appreciation

I am fraudmaxxing as well though. I wear a hair system for my NW5, I grow a thick beard for my recessed mandible, and I have fake tattoos for festivals. And I am also looking at makeup too