5’2wxsm
Iron
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I’ve never caught a girl attention , never been in a rls , rarely talk to girls , while constantly craving to have a gf . grew up ugly,depressed and severely obese my whole childhood and even after slightly improving my looks , losing weight and reaching lltn i still feel disgusted abt my own appearance and my baby feminine and ugly looking face .
I genuinely think hoping on is the only thing that would make me happy atp but i don’t wanna fuse my growth plates since am living a second hell of being 5’9 and can’t afford enough ancillaries for other compounds than test or gh or pth,cnp analogs , or fgfr inhibs since am a broke ass nearly 17 kid studying and legally not allowed to get a job in my country and running out of time , growth plates we start closing soon , i’ve been having really bad thoughts when i was younger and scared of actually getting them again and actually don’t know what to do atp idc if y’all hate or not read ts i just wanted to let it out .
I genuinely think hoping on is the only thing that would make me happy atp but i don’t wanna fuse my growth plates since am living a second hell of being 5’9 and can’t afford enough ancillaries for other compounds than test or gh or pth,cnp analogs , or fgfr inhibs since am a broke ass nearly 17 kid studying and legally not allowed to get a job in my country and running out of time , growth plates we start closing soon , i’ve been having really bad thoughts when i was younger and scared of actually getting them again and actually don’t know what to do atp idc if y’all hate or not read ts i just wanted to let it out .

