It’s genuinely so over for me

[Deleted member 184406]

I took drugs when I was 14 and put myself in psychosis and derealisarion for 3 years straight now I can’t even take medications without getting paranoid that they’re gonna poison me I wanted a tattoo but I think that’s gonna poison me even tho in my brain I know it’s not gonna do anything to me and I wanna pin stuff but I can’t through paranoia it’s like as soon as I try something my nerve system automatically goes on high alert regardless of what my brain thinks and I think of all worse case scenarios I can’t have a drop of alcohol without my gut sinking and having the feeling of impending doom it’s so over for me atp is this rope worthy idk it’s pissing me off or should I just stick the needle in mr and do it

 

[yesimog420]

i took nicotine at 11 man up

 

[yesimog420]

meds and tattoos ARE poision so your fine

you have schizoprenia tho

 

[Deleted member 184406]

i took nicotine at 11 man up

Nigha I did too but I think I’m crazy u right tho I do need to man up

 

[Deleted member 184406]

meds and tattoos ARE poision so your fine

you have schizoprenia tho

My dad has schizophrenia and my grandad and they tried putting me on risperidone it’s js pmo cause my dad can pin whatever and im js sat there jealous watching bro

 

[yesimog420]

Nigha I did too but I think I’m crazy u right tho I do need to man up

I also deny all slop I rather be crazy and only live healthy then be avg with shit diet etc

 

[yesimog420]

My dad has schizophrenia and my grandad and they tried putting me on risperidone it’s js pmo cause my dad can pin whatever and im js sat there jealous watching bro

Hmm yeah that stuff passes down man idk you could get yourself checked but beware that doctors will do that!

I hate doctors

 

[Deleted member 184406]

Hmm yeah that stuff passes down man idk you could get yourself checked but beware that doctors will do that!

I hate doctors

They js prescribe me risperidone which turns you into a fatty and send u therapy and the lady sits there analysing you in silence for 30 minutes

 

[yesimog420]

They js prescribe me risperidone which turns you into a fatty and send u therapy and the lady sits there analysing you in silence for 30 minutes

dude stop taking any meds asap everyday its causing more harm theres zero good meds only safe thing is found in nature. atleast mostly cocaine and opioids are also natural but you get the point

 

[Part-Time Chad]

It's genuinely so over for me
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[Deleted member 184406]

It's genuinely so over for me
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Why you put cheese on my cheeseburger

 

[Deleted member 184406]

dude stop taking any meds asap everyday its causing more harm theres zero good meds only safe thing is found in nature. atleast mostly cocaine and opioids are also natural but you get the point

I haven’t took any meds since the end of last year as I took too much melatonin and got slumbered ain’t gonna lie and was tripping balls

 

[yesimog420]

I haven’t took any meds since the end of last year as I took too much melatonin and got slumbered ain’t gonna lie and was tripping balls

melatonin can be pretty fun and you cant really od

honestly try 20mg you will trip balls in your dreams instead yeah way healthier than drugs

 

[Deleted member 184406]

melatonin can be pretty fun and you cant really od

honestly try 20mg you will trip balls in your dreams instead yeah way healthier than drugs

I took 20mg bro cause I couldn’t sleep hit me hard and have never tried touching a pill since

 

[yesimog420]

I took 20mg bro cause I couldn’t sleep hit me hard and have never tried touching a pill since

well yeah avg dose is like 1mg i wonder what100mg would do tho

 

[soontorope]

I took drugs when I was 14 and put myself in psychosis and derealisarion for 3 years straight now I can’t even take medications without getting paranoid that they’re gonna poison me I wanted a tattoo but I think that’s gonna poison me even tho in my brain I know it’s not gonna do anything to me and I wanna pin stuff but I can’t through paranoia it’s like as soon as I try something my nerve system automatically goes on high alert regardless of what my brain thinks and I think of all worse case scenarios I can’t have a drop of alcohol without my gut sinking and having the feeling of impending doom it’s so over for me atp is this rope worthy idk it’s pissing me off or should I just stick the needle in mr and do it

ngl bro u def have schizophrenia or something along the lines im not diagnosing you or anything but the paranoid delusions and impending doom feel on the nose and the drugs would do that to u even if it was only weed if u have that gene

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

Genuinely over

 

[Deleted member 184406]

ngl bro u def have schizophrenia or something along the lines im not diagnosing you or anything but the paranoid delusions and impending doom feel on the nose and the drugs would do that to u even if it was only weed if u have that gene

I think I agree but it’s js so annoying like I can’t even take a paracetamol anymore I’m not normal but ima js full fledge it and start pinning and tryna do things I used to do again cause otherwise ima be like this forever but thank you though

 

[Part-Time Chad]

Why you put cheese on my cheeseburger

I'm making a 3-cheese cheeseburger.

 

[ImaASCENDsoon]

I took drugs when I was 14 and put myself in psychosis and derealisarion for 3 years straight now I can’t even take medications without getting paranoid that they’re gonna poison me I wanted a tattoo but I think that’s gonna poison me even tho in my brain I know it’s not gonna do anything to me and I wanna pin stuff but I can’t through paranoia it’s like as soon as I try something my nerve system automatically goes on high alert regardless of what my brain thinks and I think of all worse case scenarios I can’t have a drop of alcohol without my gut sinking and having the feeling of impending doom it’s so over for me atp is this rope worthy idk it’s pissing me off or should I just stick the needle in mr and do it

Not rope worthy go do something to fix inhib then pin