It’s gotten to the point where I can’t FaceTime my parents because I’m so insecure

[tgun564636]

Every time I need to join a zoom call, or FaceTime someone I just try not to. Whenever someone try’s to take an unexpected photo of me, instead of finding it funny I just feel annoyed. I fucking hate seeing myself most of the time. I haven’t had a convo with a girl irl since I was 13. It’s weird cuz apparently nowadays I’m hmtn-lhtn but still, I don’t see it. Not unless a girl actually dates me I’ll never actually feel like a “good looking” person. It’s hard to stay consistent when u feel like there’s no results. I’m scared one day im gonna have enough of it and just rot away which I don’t want, I wanna have money and be good looking with a good family that’s all I wish for in this life

 

[tgun564636]

Bump

 

[SickendExistence]

Every time I need to join a zoom call, or FaceTime someone I just try not to. Whenever someone try’s to take an unexpected photo of me, instead of finding it funny I just feel annoyed. I fucking hate seeing myself most of the time. I haven’t had a convo with a girl irl since I was 13. It’s weird cuz apparently nowadays I’m hmtn-lhtn but still, I don’t see it. Not unless a girl actually dates me I’ll never actually feel like a “good looking” person. It’s hard to stay consistent when u feel like there’s no results. I’m scared one day im gonna have enough of it and just rot away which I don’t want, I wanna have money and be good looking with a good family that’s all I wish for in this life

I’ve never been able to FaceTime. I just feel so awkward with people, especially my family looking at my face so deeply, but with my good friends, I’ll show them my cock on FaceTime