It’s insane how my mood changes as if by a flip of a switch

[apocalypse]

I’ll be going about my day all optimistic and jolly with my brain’s coping mechanisms in full force not thinking about my sub concentration camp inmate tier life… and then something utterly inconsequential will happen to me like seeing a couple hold hands or hearing a foid singer cry for some Chad (this is all foids know to sing about), and utterly destroy my mood like controlled demolition

I then spend the rest of the day lying in bed screaming into a pillow

 

[apocalypse]

Now I have to go have dinner with friends and force a smile and pretend I don’t live in a completely different universe than them

 

[RAITEIII]

U and i so much in common