Its killing me

[Kroker]

Long story short beacuse I know you guys dont like reading essays.

On a summer day in July 2019 I woke up with debilitating pain (burning) in my right temple with shortness of breath and my anus was clenched. I slept kinda anxious.

Did brain MRI came out clear.
Took Effexor XR 150mg the pain kinda disappeared but I had to come off it because it fucked up my cognitive and I suffered Tinnitus.

Took Gabapentine 300mg, useless.
Took other muscle relaxants did a little improvement but couldn't take it anymore.
Took other psychiatric and mood enhancement drugs did nothing too.

The PROBLEM is I started losing hair in this area of burning, numbing and pins and needles sensations.

And now my left temple joined in...
I thought about just roping because its too much to handle.

I had this issue but the drugs fucked things even more... Tinnitus and Erectile dysfunction.

I diagnosed myself with Occipital Neuralgia. which none of the 3 neurologist doctors did.

Once I feel stressed or anxious which I'm most of the day like 80% I tense my muscles involuntary. My neck muscles my anus my lower lip+chin... after I relax a bit I feel my blood circulation again and my heart beat which I dont when I'm stressed and anxious.

Its a loophole of misery.
Tinnitus + ED + Hairloss + Temples pain + Anxiety and stress =

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Long story short beacuse I know you guys dont like reading essays.

On a summer day in July 2019 I woke up with debilitating pain (burning) in my right temple with shortness of breath and my anus was clenched. I slept kinda anxious.

Did brain MRI came out clear.
Took Effexor XR 150mg the pain kinda disappeared but I had to come off it because it fucked up my cognitive and I suffered Tinnitus.

Took Gabapentine 300mg, useless.
Took other muscle relaxants did a little improvement but couldn't take it anymore.
Took other psychiatric and mood enhancement drugs did nothing too.

The PROBLEM is I started losing hair in this area of burning, numbing and pins and needles sensations.

And now my left temple joined in...
I thought about just roping because its too much to handle.

I had this issue but the drugs fucked things even more... Tinnitus and Erectile dysfunction.

I diagnosed myself with Occipital Neuralgia. which none of the 3 neurologist doctors did.

Once I feel stressed or anxious which I'm most of the day like 80% I tense my muscles involuntary. My neck muscles my anus my lower lip+chin... after I relax a bit I feel my blood circulation again and my heart beat which I dont when I'm stressed and anxious.

Its a loophole of misery.
Tinnitus + ED + Hairloss + Temples pain + Anxiety and stress =

I have tinnitus too. Severely. Mine's like the sound of a swarm of locusts. And as each year passes, the sound gets louder. As if, something else is getting closer. Although it's apparently permanent damage from being a test subject to government experiments and pharmaceutical trials, nevertheless, it is what it is and bees what it bees.

 

[Deleted member 5189]

I have tinnitus too. Severely. Mine's like the sound of a swarm of locusts. And as each year passes, the sound gets louder. As if, something else is getting closer. Although it's apparently permanent damage from being a test subject to government experiments and pharmaceutical trials, nevertheless, it is what it is and bees what it bees.