saggyballsackcel
Green like the mofo grinch
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At 19 I had glorious hair. Within a few months that changed. My hair had been slowly thinning since 16. But I had so much it didn’t really matter. I guess it finally caught up with me.. well I’ve been on min for 1 year plus, fin for almost 7 months, no noticable progress. It’s absolutely fucked. Inflammation is def a part of this story, it got worse when I was depressed, lacking rest, and vitamin d deficient but even now with all those hurtful factors negated it still looks like garbage. I didn’t win the lottery in much, not physique, prowess, neurotypicality, race, skin quality, and now clearly not health. I also didn’t win the lottery in superficial shit like a rich or loving family. My life sucks, despite this I had insane hair and with a few good facial features I was able to land dates with foids above my league for at least two years. I was subhuman before age 15, and now I feel like I’m almost back at age 20. Absolutely brutal. I should’ve nutred in some bitch that looked better then me and was dumb enough tot give me a chance but I didn’t because I was a religious zealot and I hate myself for it. I could’ve saved my subhuman bloodline but now what. My dad who is the whole reason I was religious literally didn’t even like me being religious and told me I took it to seriously. He’s right, it got me nowhere, God doesn’t love me as much as they love some others. If it’s not mpd or only slightly mpd(which I suspected, I couldn’t believe AGA would happen so quick it’s only somewhat mildly mpd/aga at best) And I’m right it’s likely some inflammatory bs and I should just rope bc I don’t want to live my life with constant health issues and what not. A good diet and some natural remedies and self care helped me about as much as min did, but still I feel hopeless. It’s like being a good person and what not and religous coping is such bs, nothing good ever happens.
