Its my birthday and i still want to commit suicide

[GFRV]

This isn't a "pity me" post i just wanted to ge this off my chest not much to say, honestly, even though it's my birthday i thought maybe I should be happy, but I really fucking hate what's in the mirror and what's in my photos. I can't stop thinking of roping its almost become something I fantasise about. I'm too scared to do it, though i don't know. I just don't want to keep feeling like this

 

[sha]

happy birthday
if you’re contemplating it that means it’s never worth it
i love you bro

 

[GFRV]

happy birthday
if you’re contemplating it that means it’s never worth it
i love you bro

thank you it means a lot to me

 

[Tenres]

What about the cake buddy?

 

[yushmaxx]

This isn't a "pity me" post i just wanted to ge this off my chest not much to say, honestly, even though it's my birthday i thought maybe I should be happy, but I really fucking hate what's in the mirror and what's in my photos. I can't stop thinking of roping its almost become something I fantasise about. I'm too scared to do it, though i don't know. I just don't want to keep feeling like this

you dont deserve to rope unless u live in the slums of india or gaza.

your life is too good to rope dude, keep coping

 

[qwertyqwerty]

This isn't a "pity me" post i just wanted to ge this off my chest not much to say, honestly, even though it's my birthday i thought maybe I should be happy, but I really fucking hate what's in the mirror and what's in my photos. I can't stop thinking of roping its almost become something I fantasise about. I'm too scared to do it, though i don't know. I just don't want to keep feeling like this

How do you think people will react to this ur just embarrassing yourself

 

[DrawnyXD]

happy birthday my friend, hang in there

 

[GFRV]

What about the cake buddy

Good point

 

[j1gga]

happy birthday bhai
js keep coping and ldar its easier than roping

 

[GFRV]

How do you think people will react to this ur just embarrassing yourself

maybe but i just wanted to get it off my chest sorry

 

[Tenres]

Good point

Did you get cake or not??

 

[Sulfuras]

Giving up is for losers and you don't want to be a loser
It's never over boyo keep going

 

[Tenres]

How do you think people will react to this ur just embarrassing yourself

When your looksmax.org reputation is crumbling

 

[ropeicl10]

This isn't a "pity me" post i just wanted to ge this off my chest not much to say, honestly, even though it's my birthday i thought maybe I should be happy, but I really fucking hate what's in the mirror and what's in my photos. I can't stop thinking of roping its almost become something I fantasise about. I'm too scared to do it, though i don't know. I just don't want to keep feeling like this

always someone in a worse situation genuinely think about it, don’t take this as a way to look down on people take it as a way to thank god for ur situation no matter how good or bad some people really just have it worse

 

[GFRV]

Did you get cake or not??

yes thankfully my mom is the best

 

[dollㅤ]

This isn't a "pity me" post i just wanted to ge this off my chest not much to say, honestly, even though it's my birthday i thought maybe I should be happy, but I really fucking hate what's in the mirror and what's in my photos. I can't stop thinking of roping its almost become something I fantasise about. I'm too scared to do it, though i don't know. I just don't want to keep feeling like this

at least u get mfs tellong iu happy birthday i dont post when its my birthday. 0 people know or tell me abt it megalul

 

[GFRV]

at least u get mfs tellong iu happy birthday i dont post when its my birthday. 0 people know or tell me abt it megalul

tell me!! ill wish u when its ur birthday

 

[Tenres]

yes thankfully my mom is the best

That's awesome bro. Looking bad is awful, but something that might help is knowing the people who have loved you have loved you in spite of it. And you will only get better looking from here on if u do the right things.

 

[exvh]

That's awesome bro. Looking bad is awful, but something that might help is knowing the people who have loved you have loved you in spite of it. And you will only get better looking from here on if u do the right things.

ye good reply

 

[Tenres]

at least u get mfs tellong iu happy birthday i dont post when its my birthday. 0 people know or tell me abt it megalul

Dw bro I'll sing a birthday song for you when the time comes

 

[Tenres]

ye good reply

You gotta say something nice too, ye?

 

[lenvoalt]

Happy birthday
By the way, don’t do that
We’re all going to look better
You’re good
You also have the same birthday as
The goat

 

[exvh]

You gotta say something nice too, ye?

yeye but I feel like what OP is goin through is something every nig goes through at one point

killing urself is the most selfish thing u can do and if u hate what you see, u gotta fantasize about changing urself, not ending it

water advice but ive been feeling like shit too so cant think of anything better

 

[Tenres]

yeye but I feel like what OP is goin through is something every nig goes through at one point

killing urself is the most selfish thing u can do and if u hate what you see, u gotta fantasize about changing urself, not ending it

water advice but ive been feeling like shit too so cant think of anything better

Nah that's definitely valid. I just don't like saying it's selfish because even if it is, it's also selfish in a way to tell people they shouldn't do something because it will harm others.

Yeh but I suspect you're probably like me where even if you feel like shit you're able to just kinda go about life. Some other people have the type of neurochemistry where they get suicidal and self harm.

 

[infraorbidal]

This isn't a "pity me" post i just wanted to ge this off my chest not much to say, honestly, even though it's my birthday i thought maybe I should be happy, but I really fucking hate what's in the mirror and what's in my photos. I can't stop thinking of roping its almost become something I fantasise about. I'm too scared to do it, though i don't know. I just don't want to keep feeling like this

I’m sorry bro, hope you get better.

Never rope, it’s not worth it dude

It’s never over, if you need help DMS are open

 

[satangoy]

happy bday bro remember as a human you're worth way more then just your flesh costume, you can't rely on others seeing the worth in you they'll always judge a book by it's cover, you have to find it yourself

 

[trueillyrian]

don’t do that shit bro, not only are you failing yourself, but you’re going to drive your parents and other close family members through a deep depression/grief. if your really that insecure about your face, there’s a lot of stuff out there that’ll help you improve and I doubt you even look as bad as you think you do, you got this gng