anemo
what eve saw
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I find the whole “the bp is truly brutal bro 
“ super cringe. But it does suck and if I could go back a year-2years I wouldn’t have never adopted this ideology. I have a subconscious thought from how I look always and it’s either bad or good depending on how my face looks in the morning. I’m sure I may have some type of facial dysmorphia but literally all it took for me to ruin my birthday/week was a terrible haircut. It’s really weird, last week I looked at myself on a random night and found that I was extremely attractive to the point where I genuinely was surprised it was me in the pictures and it wasn’t just in the mirror but in back camera pics / mirror pics, and now (even before the haircut) I find myself pretty unattractive in everything. I hate to think like this and be subconscious about my looks 24/7 but i can’t help it. I guess maybe I’m just a bitch because I have the social validation from girls etc yet I just can’t accept it? Idk man I wonder if any other attractive people think this way it really would be nice to not let this always shape how I feel and think tho. Social media is really just the devils playground. I should never be thinking this way at 14. Never letting my kids have a phone 
“ super cringe. But it does suck and if I could go back a year-2years I wouldn’t have never adopted this ideology. I have a subconscious thought from how I look always and it’s either bad or good depending on how my face looks in the morning. I’m sure I may have some type of facial dysmorphia but literally all it took for me to ruin my birthday/week was a terrible haircut. It’s really weird, last week I looked at myself on a random night and found that I was extremely attractive to the point where I genuinely was surprised it was me in the pictures and it wasn’t just in the mirror but in back camera pics / mirror pics, and now (even before the haircut) I find myself pretty unattractive in everything. I hate to think like this and be subconscious about my looks 24/7 but i can’t help it. I guess maybe I’m just a bitch because I have the social validation from girls etc yet I just can’t accept it? Idk man I wonder if any other attractive people think this way it really would be nice to not let this always shape how I feel and think tho. Social media is really just the devils playground. I should never be thinking this way at 14. Never letting my kids have a phone 
