jaaba
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no matter how much you improve as a member of this community, it’s unlikely you’ll ever rid yourself of the nagging voice in your head reminding you of your shortcomings.
Sure you can improve your life, maybe even gain a large ego due to your aesthetics, but there will always be that part of you telling you that you should be better.
I don’t have a clue how to mitigate this, every time I enter a public space I am constantly obsessing over my appearance; from what I have gathered through conversations and reading other peoples experiences this isn’t unique to me at all. Even after improvements, becoming above the norm you’ll feel out of place, a warped version of yourself will meet you in the mirror.
I just want to look perfect, I don’t want anything wrong with my face at all. Noticing flaws in my face always seems to outweigh the positive feeling I get from noticing good parts. I wish I was born a genetic elite supermodel with anything I wanted at my fingertips, often I daydream about that, how life would be; this is a complete waste of my time because obviously that’s not within the realms of possibility, but I enjoy daydreaming because it feels quite real at the time.
Useless semi drunken rant nobody will read over.
Sure you can improve your life, maybe even gain a large ego due to your aesthetics, but there will always be that part of you telling you that you should be better.
I don’t have a clue how to mitigate this, every time I enter a public space I am constantly obsessing over my appearance; from what I have gathered through conversations and reading other peoples experiences this isn’t unique to me at all. Even after improvements, becoming above the norm you’ll feel out of place, a warped version of yourself will meet you in the mirror.
I just want to look perfect, I don’t want anything wrong with my face at all. Noticing flaws in my face always seems to outweigh the positive feeling I get from noticing good parts. I wish I was born a genetic elite supermodel with anything I wanted at my fingertips, often I daydream about that, how life would be; this is a complete waste of my time because obviously that’s not within the realms of possibility, but I enjoy daydreaming because it feels quite real at the time.
Useless semi drunken rant nobody will read over.
