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no matter how much you improve as a member of this community, it’s unlikely you’ll ever rid yourself of the nagging voice in your head reminding you of your shortcomings.

Sure you can improve your life, maybe even gain a large ego due to your aesthetics, but there will always be that part of you telling you that you should be better.

I don’t have a clue how to mitigate this, every time I enter a public space I am constantly obsessing over my appearance; from what I have gathered through conversations and reading other peoples experiences this isn’t unique to me at all. Even after improvements, becoming above the norm you’ll feel out of place, a warped version of yourself will meet you in the mirror.

I just want to look perfect, I don’t want anything wrong with my face at all. Noticing flaws in my face always seems to outweigh the positive feeling I get from noticing good parts. I wish I was born a genetic elite supermodel with anything I wanted at my fingertips, often I daydream about that, how life would be; this is a complete waste of my time because obviously that’s not within the realms of possibility, but I enjoy daydreaming because it feels quite real at the time.

Useless semi drunken rant nobody will read over.
 
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no matter how much you improve as a member of this community, it’s unlikely you’ll ever rid yourself of the nagging voice in your head reminding you of your shortcomings.

Sure you can improve your life, maybe even gain a large ego due to your aesthetics, but there will always be that part of you telling you that you should be better.

I don’t have a clue how to mitigate this, every time I enter a public space I am constantly obsessing over my appearance; from what I have gathered through conversations and reading other peoples experiences this isn’t unique to me at all. Even after improvements, becoming above the norm you’ll feel out of place, a warped version of yourself will meet you in the mirror.

I just want to look perfect, I don’t want anything wrong with my face at all. Noticing flaws in my face always seems to outweigh the positive feeling I get from noticing good parts. I wish I was born a genetic elite supermodel with anything I wanted at my fingertips, often I daydream about that, how life would be; this is a complete waste of my time because obviously that’s not within the realms of possibility, but I enjoy daydreaming because it feels quite real at the time.

Useless semi drunken rant nobody will read over.
Dnr but true title
 
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DNR it's a normal human survival mechanism no escape
 
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no matter how much you improve as a member of this community, it’s unlikely you’ll ever rid yourself of the nagging voice in your head reminding you of your shortcomings.

Sure you can improve your life, maybe even gain a large ego due to your aesthetics, but there will always be that part of you telling you that you should be better.

I don’t have a clue how to mitigate this, every time I enter a public space I am constantly obsessing over my appearance; from what I have gathered through conversations and reading other peoples experiences this isn’t unique to me at all. Even after improvements, becoming above the norm you’ll feel out of place, a warped version of yourself will meet you in the mirror.

I just want to look perfect, I don’t want anything wrong with my face at all. Noticing flaws in my face always seems to outweigh the positive feeling I get from noticing good parts. I wish I was born a genetic elite supermodel with anything I wanted at my fingertips, often I daydream about that, how life would be; this is a complete waste of my time because obviously that’s not within the realms of possibility, but I enjoy daydreaming because it feels quite real at the time.

Useless semi drunken rant nobody will read over.
Read every molecule
Trvth nuke
 
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Dnr but true title
DNR it's a normal human survival mechanism no escape
Understandable, I prolly wouldn’t read the text wall either if I was on your end

I just can’t accept the unavoidable fate of not being flawless. I am a very fortunate person with my genetics and current life situation which I am grateful for, however I just can’t seem to shake the insecurity and desire for more
 
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Understandable, I prolly wouldn’t read the text wall either if I was on your end

I just can’t accept the unavoidable fate of not being flawless. I am a very fortunate person with my genetics and current life situation which I am grateful for, however I just can’t seem to shake the insecurity and desire for more
Be grateful your not a 5'5 subhuman gook
 
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Understandable, I prolly wouldn’t read the text wall either if I was on your end

I just can’t accept the unavoidable fate of not being flawless. I am a very fortunate person with my genetics and current life situation which I am grateful for, however I just can’t seem to shake the insecurity and desire for more
you aren't forced to care about your looks that's not part of our nature you can escape that struggle then progressing in the important goals you have
 
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no matter how much you improve as a member of this community, it’s unlikely you’ll ever rid yourself of the nagging voice in your head reminding you of your shortcomings.

Sure you can improve your life, maybe even gain a large ego due to your aesthetics, but there will always be that part of you telling you that you should be better.

I don’t have a clue how to mitigate this, every time I enter a public space I am constantly obsessing over my appearance; from what I have gathered through conversations and reading other peoples experiences this isn’t unique to me at all. Even after improvements, becoming above the norm you’ll feel out of place, a warped version of yourself will meet you in the mirror.

I just want to look perfect, I don’t want anything wrong with my face at all. Noticing flaws in my face always seems to outweigh the positive feeling I get from noticing good parts. I wish I was born a genetic elite supermodel with anything I wanted at my fingertips, often I daydream about that, how life would be; this is a complete waste of my time because obviously that’s not within the realms of possibility, but I enjoy daydreaming because it feels quite real at the time.

Useless semi drunken rant nobody will read over.
Jfl
 
Yeah not reading all that pal
 
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I can relate:feelscry:
 
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insert tren
 
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So ? why are you making it a big deal its normal as fuck the chase for greatness is not a destination but a never ending journey you never stop you always improve yourself as a human either you are improving or declining theres no maintainence if its through physical , skills wise , financially, artistically be it whatever but constant improvement is the literal meaning of existence nigga
 
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no matter how much you improve as a member of this community, it’s unlikely you’ll ever rid yourself of the nagging voice in your head reminding you of your shortcomings.

Sure you can improve your life, maybe even gain a large ego due to your aesthetics, but there will always be that part of you telling you that you should be better.

I don’t have a clue how to mitigate this, every time I enter a public space I am constantly obsessing over my appearance; from what I have gathered through conversations and reading other peoples experiences this isn’t unique to me at all. Even after improvements, becoming above the norm you’ll feel out of place, a warped version of yourself will meet you in the mirror.

I just want to look perfect, I don’t want anything wrong with my face at all. Noticing flaws in my face always seems to outweigh the positive feeling I get from noticing good parts. I wish I was born a genetic elite supermodel with anything I wanted at my fingertips, often I daydream about that, how life would be; this is a complete waste of my time because obviously that’s not within the realms of possibility, but I enjoy daydreaming because it feels quite real at the time.

Useless semi drunken rant nobody will read over.
i feel the need for perfection too bro

but it’s not bad to strive to be better just gotta keep it healthy
 
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Not me just you nigga
 
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So ? why are you making it a big deal its normal as fuck the chase for greatness is not a destination but a never ending journey you never stop you always improve yourself as a human either you are improving or declining theres no maintainence if its through physical , skills wise , financially, artistically be it whatever but constant improvement is the literal meaning of existence nigga
Wise words, when I wrote this thread I was drunk and in a very complacent mood lol
 
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