its over and its not ok

[BlueScree]

Bro im tired of people treating me as though im worse than a human being all because im ND, im arugably around the mtn-htn area, and all people i met see is that i look good, but once i get to know them slightly they begin to treat me as though i am subhuman trash. They refuse to communicate with me, refuse to accept that unless they are direct I wont understand "hints" or any of that bs, and they refuse to be upfront and direct about how they feel. this leads to me feeling as though i am worthless, they wont even take the time to understand that my brain is different and that i function differently. every girl i talk to just ends up ghosting me or telling me thru a friend that it wont work or some BULLSHIT like that. talking to their frineds about how i cant understand hints when ive stated many times im kinda dumb socially and i am a very direct person, but nobody, nobody at all except my nd homies, understand how it feels to be different, and i dont think they understand how it feels to be treated as a piece of shit stuck to your shoe all because of your mind. People tell me how i look good and i dont needa worry, that makes me feel worse cuz ik people will use me for my looks, and that most people only care for me because of my looks. my only value is my looks, because my intelligence and personality are overlooked because of neurodivergence, this is the second worse feeling, the only worse feeling would be being completely worthless, not having people aruond you at all, being ND and LTN. its so over every day i feel like im slowly becoming more of something, idk what it is or how to describe, but every day i feel myself becoming more of it he tryna ignore it

 

[IQmaxxedCHAD]

fucking hell, it hurts my eyes to read this

 

[kbj]

dnr

 

[lemon67]

Bro im tired of people treating me as though im worse than a human being all because im ND, im arugably around the mtn-htn area, and all people i met see is that i look good, but once i get to know them slightly they begin to treat me as though i am subhuman trash. They refuse to communicate with me, refuse to accept that unless they are direct I wont understand "hints" or any of that bs, and they refuse to be upfront and direct about how they feel. this leads to me feeling as though i am worthless, they wont even take the time to understand that my brain is different and that i function differently. every girl i talk to just ends up ghosting me or telling me thru a friend that it wont work or some BULLSHIT like that. talking to their frineds about how i cant understand hints when ive stated many times im kinda dumb socially and i am a very direct person, but nobody, nobody at all except my nd homies, understand how it feels to be different, and i dont think they understand how it feels to be treated as a piece of shit stuck to your shoe all because of your mind. People tell me how i look good and i dont needa worry, that makes me feel worse cuz ik people will use me for my looks, and that most people only care for me because of my looks. my only value is my looks, because my intelligence and personality are overlooked because of neurodivergence, this is the second worse feeling, the only worse feeling would be being completely worthless, not having people aruond you at all, being ND and LTN. its so over every day i feel like im slowly becoming more of something, idk what it is or how to describe, but every day i feel myself becoming more of it he tryna ignore it

DNR stfu

 

[dreamz]

BrOtAllll

 

[BlueScree]

cant even write bout i feel anymore we are doomed as a society

0 empathy

 

[shaz0]

he tryna ignore it bro