not even gonna lie anymore i think im actually done for lol
like i go out and see all these guys who are just naturally better looking, taller, more confident, and im just there existing like an npc
tried “self improvement” and all that but it feels like putting a bandaid on something thats fundamentally broken
girls are nice to me sometimes but its never THAT kind of interest, its always just friendly vibes which is basically over
i catch myself overthinking every interaction like “did i say something weird” “was that awkward” and it just loops in my head for hours
even when something goes kinda right i just assume it was luck or they were being polite
meanwhile other dudes just live life without thinking twice and it works for them
idk if its mindset or genetics or whatever but it feels like im missing something everyone else got by default
anyone else feel like this or am i just losing it lol
like i go out and see all these guys who are just naturally better looking, taller, more confident, and im just there existing like an npc
tried “self improvement” and all that but it feels like putting a bandaid on something thats fundamentally broken
girls are nice to me sometimes but its never THAT kind of interest, its always just friendly vibes which is basically over
i catch myself overthinking every interaction like “did i say something weird” “was that awkward” and it just loops in my head for hours
even when something goes kinda right i just assume it was luck or they were being polite
meanwhile other dudes just live life without thinking twice and it works for them
idk if its mindset or genetics or whatever but it feels like im missing something everyone else got by default
anyone else feel like this or am i just losing it lol