It's over - Help

[RetrusoTheFirst]

Let me make this clear, I'am not a pua coper and yet I want to share this experience of mine I recently had:
So, I was at this party yesterday. I am not very attractive. I think Im a mtn at best with some room for improvement.
Anyways as I was saying I was at this party with my friends and I honestly had decent conversations with girls.
For some context I was bullied a ton for beeing fat as fuck as a kid. Once I got my first phone I discovered this man o sphere where I believed red pill copers at the beginning but I soon realized that it was just some bs.
The problem I have is that by going so deep into this lookism rabbithole I have lost what I can only describe as "my ability to connect with people". I feel as if I can't cherish, I can't love I can't see women like I did before. From people I love became an object of pure lust and desire. I don't even take any initiative anymore because I simply don't care. I simply don't see why I should try and love someone.
Lookism fucked me up guys. I look better than I ever did and yet what good are looks if you can't feel the feelings you tried ascended for?
It's over for me unless I somehow truly manage to "ascend and forget".
At least pua is trying ig?
I don't know. I hope someone can relate to this
peace guys

 

[TGUN.]

since most people will probably bully u for this gay ass thread I’m gonna give u a serious answer.


No you won’t muh ascend and forget

No, you won’t go back to your old state of mind

Once ur truly aware of lookism, blackpill and all the other bullshit on a deep level it often leads to intense nihilism, loss of connection and everything u used to love seems stupid

You won’t see anyone the same, and u won’t find true love.

So my advice is just to blend in with societyy normally. Get married, etc. It might be gay asf. But that’s ur only option faggot

 

[TGUN.]

Wallahi bp ruined me

 

[JohnathanPickleton]

Let me make this clear, I'am not a pua coper and yet I want to share this experience of mine I recently had:
So, I was at this party yesterday. I am not very attractive. I think Im a mtn at best with some room for improvement.
Anyways as I was saying I was at this party with my friends and I honestly had decent conversations with girls.
For some context I was bullied a ton for beeing fat as fuck as a kid. Once I got my first phone I discovered this man o sphere where I believed red pill copers at the beginning but I soon realized that it was just some bs.
The problem I have is that by going so deep into this lookism rabbithole I have lost what I can only describe as "my ability to connect with people". I feel as if I can't cherish, I can't love I can't see women like I did before. From people I love became an object of pure lust and desire. I don't even take any initiative anymore because I simply don't care. I simply don't see why I should try and love someone.
Lookism fucked me up guys. I look better than I ever did and yet what good are looks if you can't feel the feelings you tried ascended for?
It's over for me unless I somehow truly manage to "ascend and forget".
At least pua is trying ig?
I don't know. I hope someone can relate to this
peace guys

if you have the inhibition to pua then its not over no matter how ugly you are eventually youll find someone who will fuck you its just going to be frusturating

 

[JohnathanPickleton]

i read this wrong im retarded its just hormones bro youre depressed

 

[RetrusoTheFirst]

since most people will probably bully u for this gay ass thread I’m gonna give u a serious answer.


No you won’t muh ascend and forget

No, you won’t go back to your old state of mind

Once ur truly aware of lookism, blackpill and all the other bullshit on a deep level it often leads to intense nihilism, loss of connection and everything u used to love seems stupid

You won’t see anyone the same, and u won’t find true love.

So my advice is just to blend in with societyy normally. Get married, etc. It might be gay asf. But that’s ur only option faggot

Thanks for the advice. I figured this thread was gonna sound gay af but still I wanted to see what people have to say.