Chinacurry
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As some of u know I suffer from extreme anxiety, social claustrophobia, autism, and depression and am on many meds for these.
I am a light skinned mixed ethnic, and my problems started when my noodle GF (had hooked up with 50+ guys) told me I wasn't good enough for ONS, only for LTR, and that I was too dark skinned to be attractive (TBF her friend said that not me).
I've always been able to get white girls pretty easily, but have deliberately avoided as I am not a fan.
Today I just have up because I have been incel for too long, I was in the pub with my friends (all white, 20-30 years older than me) and some white girls came in, one made light talk with me, but mainly with my friends who are much more NT than me. She was decent looking typical white Becky, from Sweden, looked late 20s. She made a comment about my appearance when a friend asked me for my lighter and she said, 'here just strike your match on Chinacurrys stubble haha' (yeah I only shave once a week).
Then this continued for about an hour, me remaining largely silent, everyone else buying drinks and talking.
We got kicked out of the pub (covid rules), and then went and drank a bit more at a 7-11, and the Becky kissed me sort of out of the blue, and said if I want to go somewhere else, so we did and went to her apartment (even though it was much further than mine), and had vanilla sex.
Now I'm trying to make my way home, while my boss is texting me asking about commodity prices.
Btw, I DO NOT consider this ascension or anything special, because I wasn't particularly into her, or her race unless they look like an Eastern European porn star
I am a light skinned mixed ethnic, and my problems started when my noodle GF (had hooked up with 50+ guys) told me I wasn't good enough for ONS, only for LTR, and that I was too dark skinned to be attractive (TBF her friend said that not me).
I've always been able to get white girls pretty easily, but have deliberately avoided as I am not a fan.
Today I just have up because I have been incel for too long, I was in the pub with my friends (all white, 20-30 years older than me) and some white girls came in, one made light talk with me, but mainly with my friends who are much more NT than me. She was decent looking typical white Becky, from Sweden, looked late 20s. She made a comment about my appearance when a friend asked me for my lighter and she said, 'here just strike your match on Chinacurrys stubble haha' (yeah I only shave once a week).
Then this continued for about an hour, me remaining largely silent, everyone else buying drinks and talking.
We got kicked out of the pub (covid rules), and then went and drank a bit more at a 7-11, and the Becky kissed me sort of out of the blue, and said if I want to go somewhere else, so we did and went to her apartment (even though it was much further than mine), and had vanilla sex.
Now I'm trying to make my way home, while my boss is texting me asking about commodity prices.
Btw, I DO NOT consider this ascension or anything special, because I wasn't particularly into her, or her race unless they look like an Eastern European porn star