IAMNOTANINCEL
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It's actually so fucking over for me. I can't see things ever getting better for me anymore. I am a friendless, aspie, midlet, ugly, UGLY UGLY UGLY genetic failure. I am a teratoma, I may have the characteristics of a human, but there's no denying it - I am a subhuman. I don't see myself ever getting a girlfriend - I am way too far ugly for that. But even if I wasn't, I'm not even sure if I'd be able to keep her if I was good looking enough to pull a girl. I missed out on my social development years and never went on a date or anything of the like. People I've known for the past 2 years alone have had 3 or more girlfriends, meanwhile I've had 0. Zip. Nada. There is not a single friend I have that I knew whilst I had a girlfriend. These past two days I finally braved myself to look in the mirror at school after a long time without doing it. I was disgusted by cursed reflection, not only am I ugly, I'm a social manlet, I have 0 confidence, I literally cannot get myself to socialize with normies as it feels like a herculean task for me, and attractive women HATE me. It's over. It's so fucking over. I almost feel moved to the point of crying for the first time in years - I am an absolute failure in every single since of the word. I have never thought more about killing myself. A decaying pile of shit is prettier than me. Literally negative PSL score. If I went outside more often, laws would be written to keep you from scarring people with my disgusting, vile, putrid, gag inducing face and prevent me from showing it in public. I would be locked away for crimes against humanity and possibly euthanized for being such a gross alien creature. The only thing I'm truly above average in is penis size, which means jack shit due to the rest of my failures. What do I do if I can't do anything?
