InnerVoid
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well, this is the girl (she is older than me lol) that asked for my number and gave me hers last week. i had called her a few days ago and she never responded.
today, i saw her, and she wouldn't even look at me. we didnt exchnage a single word. absolutely brootal. and there was a general negativity in the class today, things felt rly cold between everyone.
I think that she understood i am into her, based on our interactions and the fact that i called so she is putting me down from that start. how nice of her. i was hoping i would at least go out with her, she has enough issues so i could be an emotional tampon but ig she doesnt want that from me.
i didnt take it well, when im treated like that i turn cold and emotionless to the point that im a different person.
what worse is that my teacher gets to see thisexpression of mine, and this is not the same expresison i had when he met me. i rily hope he cant tell how unstable i am.
after the class, i was waiting at the bus stop and i saw her trying to cross the street. ofc she saw me too but she didnt care. thats the end of that prospect, back to plan A now. at least i dont have to worry about her callng me and ask for help, doubt she will dare to do that.
today, i saw her, and she wouldn't even look at me. we didnt exchnage a single word. absolutely brootal. and there was a general negativity in the class today, things felt rly cold between everyone.
I think that she understood i am into her, based on our interactions and the fact that i called so she is putting me down from that start. how nice of her. i was hoping i would at least go out with her, she has enough issues so i could be an emotional tampon but ig she doesnt want that from me.
i didnt take it well, when im treated like that i turn cold and emotionless to the point that im a different person.
what worse is that my teacher gets to see thisexpression of mine, and this is not the same expresison i had when he met me. i rily hope he cant tell how unstable i am.
after the class, i was waiting at the bus stop and i saw her trying to cross the street. ofc she saw me too but she didnt care. thats the end of that prospect, back to plan A now. at least i dont have to worry about her callng me and ask for help, doubt she will dare to do that.