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My social skills are entirely fucking shot. I've tried desperately to socialskillsmax (I'm low inhib) but I just can't relate to Normies at all. I've tried desperately but eventually they get bored of me and ignore me after a while. In the beginning they laugh at all my jokes and at the end they stop laughing and just ignore me. I figure maybe I talk to much so I stop but they still ignore me when I do talk. If we are in a group I notice their body language always excludes me. I almost killed myself earlier because this guy I work with was like "check this out on my phone", then I wanted to see and I leaned in to see and he turned it to the other guy, and didn't show me and I realized that people truly don't even consider me worth talking to or including in the topic. It's fucking over. I'm going to stop talking at work and just accept my fate as an outcast in all areas of life. I've lost, I tried so fucking hard, but I've lost.