
WhyNotMe_
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I've spent my teenage years from 14-16 grinding in the gym building muscle and played video games when everyone got their first gf i got it too at 15 then I found out about bp late when I was 16 I was shocked not depressed but said yea let me lose weight fix my acne and mog. Well that didn't go as planned I hated myself from that day forwards everytime before bp someone took picture of me i smiled now i just tryna hide so noone can see my fucking face I don't get treated as sub5 just normal mtn with height halo but I hate my life so much I go out drinking with my friends and smoke because it's so over for me i don't even see anymore why not to drink or smoke. My mom is dissapointed in me she told me that into my eyes and i said yea ik i dissapoint myself too it's so brutal i don't even know what to do I just want to be a normal kid but i can't because of bp it ruined my life when friends take picture of me I say stop don't take pic or beg them to delete it it's so fucking brutal.
Just wanted to get it out my chest thank you.
Just wanted to get it out my chest thank you.