its over

[RearDelt]

Do you guys ever think its genuinely over, most my irls rate me a HTN but I see myself as a HLTN-LMTN. I already have good diet, (raw organs, blood and eggs, milk.) and get decent sleep, and have good habits. I feel like i have no real friends and whenever i do go out i always feel like an outcast in groups of people, no one to relate to. i don't know how people lie to themselves saying looks aren't what a girl looks for first. Anytime i make plans with a girl she always cancels and leads me on. One time I asked this girl for her number at a football game I said "Hey i thought you were really cute can i get your number" she replied "yeah you seem really nice" while smiling and putting her number into my phone. she left after that and then i texted her late that night and before I could even get to say anything more than a hi she told me that I'm not her type and she felt sorry for giving her number to me. All i want is a girl who actually loves me and I can do cringy or weird funny things with her. I've been thinking of cold approaching but idk if its even worth trying since there is always a more attractive person she will be thinking about. i fear growing up and end up being 30 with no girl and never being loved and homeless. I have family that loves me but I'm chasing a romantical love when I'm not even sure if its attainable. yeah i could get surgery when I'm older however i dream to experience it young and not be competing with Jordan Barret and 6'5 slayers. Not to mention you can get botched and the amount of wage slaving is insanely stressful to think about even now. No matter how much money you get, how many pickup lines you use, or confidence you have, none of it will never make a girl truly love you. I meet people who don't even know what the blackpill is and they have a handsome face and are 6ft bluepilled and have tons of options. They don't understand what its like to be me its so frustrating knowing bad habits from younger days and genetics is what is causing all of this to happen. and I think about ending it sometimes but I'm not sure what comes after death + i don't wanna make my family sad and I'm scared that if i died it could just be eternal hell. I used to think that if you do good in life then it wil come back to you one way or another but that's obviously not true seeing how girls will fall in love with the abusive Chad.


Im gonna hop one here once in a while and update you guys on how its going with women and i will cold approach.

16 almost 17 5'9 btw

 

[vincentzygo]

HLTN-LMTN

probably the issue

 

[idnap]

we all go through this canon event man just focus on yourself

 

[mopheadcody]

5'9 is pretty rough