it's over

[PeakIncels]

I've reached a stage in my life(or about to) where i don't really have many choices anymore, and I'm limited to having the luxury to only do certain things, I need to do choose something or else I'll be forced to

waste time, and get kicked out or sent to a mental asylum(again)

waste time finding a job, which I'll be very unhappy about

it's not that i don't want to work, I understand I need to, I won't just get a king to feed me type shit, but due to my unfortunate low iq, i can't have a task with good salary

I'll be forced to wageslave, and be a cashier, or something like that

which, i don't want to judge, because it's still a decent work...(i guess) but being real? very pathetic

unless, i manage to get a source of sodium nitrite which then means I'm able to kill myself painlessly

but even then, i need money, to buy it

money truly, is one's happiness, and big factor of it, not all of it, but most

i just wish i was less self aware, I wish I was a normie, so I didn't have these filthy thoughts, of killing myself and such

at this point, I sh almost daily in hope that i can hit something but I'm so retarded to even think there's a remote chance of doing that

i used to tell myself that whatever i do, NOTHING would've mattered

in fact it doesn't, but then why am i still this miserable

is nihilism a cope? is the "nothing matters" actually bullshit? why does that still make me feel like shit?

"there's always a choice"
no
there isn't
there never is a choice you like
only one that heaves less on you than the other

truly over


inb4 dnr you fag boring emo suicidal edgy retard

 

[PeakIncels]

tags

@Luca_. @crazyguy @Claymoreboy0118

 

[PeakIncels]

@imontheloose @raleqtambret (i miss bro)
@BigBallsLarry @Jason Voorhees

 

[Node]

DN
Rd
Son

 

[PeakIncels]

DN
Rd
Son

I wrote it at the bottom fagit

 

[htbslayeer]

Sounds over, how old?

 

[PeakIncels]

Sounds over, how old?

17, and before you say "I'm still young" which I don't deny, at all, that means nothing, considering next year or in 2, I'm forced to make a choice, my parents probably will have no mercy on me

 

[Node]

I wrote it at the bottom fagit

T,dr wold be apreciated

 

[PeakIncels]

T,dr wold be apreciated

tdlr is, it's over, that's it unc

 

[htbslayeer]

17, and before you say "I'm still young" which I don't deny, at all, that means nothing, considering next year or in 2, I'm forced to make a choice, my parents probably will have no mercy on me

Just LooksMax and go to college why tf would it be over, youngcel ramblings

 

[Kurdishcoper]

just live on the streets and abuse drugs until u overdose, better than killing yourself straight up. Or just start wageslaving and live paycheck to paycheck

 

[Node]

tdlr is, it's over, that's it unc

 

[PeakIncels]

@greycel

 

[PeakIncels]

Just LooksMax and go to college why tf would it be over, youngcel ramblings

what college homie, I'm retarded, I can't study for shit, do you think i have the possibilities to go to uni? if i could then i wouldn't speak like this

 

[crazyguy]

I've reached a stage in my life(or about to) where i don't really have many choices anymore, and I'm limited to having the luxury to only do certain things, I need to do choose something or else I'll be forced to

waste time, and get kicked out or sent to a mental asylum(again)

waste time finding a job, which I'll be very unhappy about

it's not that i don't want to work, I understand I need to, I won't just get a king to feed me type shit, but due to my unfortunate low iq, i can't have a task with good salary

I'll be forced to wageslave, and be a cashier, or something like that

which, i don't want to judge, because it's still a decent work...(i guess) but being real? very pathetic

unless, i manage to get a source of sodium nitrite which then means I'm able to kill myself painlessly

but even then, i need money, to buy it

money truly, is one's happiness, and big factor of it, not all of it, but most

i just wish i was less self aware, I wish I was a normie, so I didn't have these filthy thoughts, of killing myself and such

at this point, I sh almost daily in hope that i can hit something but I'm so retarded to even think there's a remote chance of doing that

i used to tell myself that whatever i do, NOTHING would've mattered

in fact it doesn't, but then why am i still this miserable

is nihilism a cope? is the "nothing matters" actually bullshit? why does that still make me feel like shit?

truly over


inb4 dnr you fag boring emo suicidal edgy retard

same, im nearly 18 so im lowkey scared of what im gonna do
ive always used and depended on others because ive got no motivation at all

i think that finding a partner who understands me would cure this pain. even though id still have to get a job and shit, id have someone who i could go back home to

 

[PeakIncels]

same, im nearly 18 so im lowkey scared of what im gonna do
ive always used and depended on others because ive got no motivation at all

i think that finding a partner who understands me would cure this pain. even though id still have to get a job and shit, id have someone who i could go back home to

I think at the end of the day, that's what really matters, tbh, having someone or something to push for, otherwise all of this? it's pointless

 

[Aroon]

nigga is saying it's over at 17, and complaining about a cashier job. Bro ts is called a normal life

 

[PeakIncels]

nigga is saying it's over at 17, and complaining about a cashier job. Bro ts is called a normal life

if your standard of normal life is, go work a 9-5, live in a shit apartment and barely surviving rent, living alone ugly as shit and always sick, then you have very, weird standards

 

[crazyguy]

I think at the end of the day, that's what really matters, tbh, having someone or something to push for, otherwise all of this? it's pointless

deadass would be my motivation
imagine going thru an 8 hour shift and coming back home to your partner hugging you with food prepared n shit

 

[greycel]

@greycel

Instead of trying to fix everything
Focus on one thing and fix that. In this situation it's your eating habits
Force yourself to eat more

 

[Kurdishcoper]

deadass would be my motivation
imagine going thru an 8 hour shift and coming back home to your partner hugging you with food prepared n shit

just hop on minecraft bru

 

[crazyguy]

just hop on minecraft bru

im blackballed from that server yall dont fw me

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

You can play league of legends with me

 

[Kurdishcoper]

im blackballed from that server yall dont fw me

i fw u nigga

 

[PeakIncels]

You can play league of legends with me

I love you too claymoreboy

 

[2vi]

 

[crazyguy]

i fw u nigga

the whole discord has me on ignore im crying bro

 

[PeakIncels]

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all i want to do is goon to dreamybull everyday and hear his soft cries in my ear is that much to ask bro

 

[Aroon]

if your standard of normal life is, go work a 9-5, live in a shit apartment and barely surviving rent, living alone ugly as shit and always sick, then you have very, weird standards

Bro that's normal

 

[Kurdishcoper]

the whole discord has me on ignore im crying bro

 

[2vi]

all i want to do is goon to dreamybull everyday and hear his soft cries in my ear is that much to ask bro

 

[Incelforeever]

Im getting kicked out in 2 months

 

[Luca_.]

Self awareness is the biggest curse a man can have. I feel the same way nigga, everything that I do has a shit ending. Even if I achieve my dreams, what’s gonna happen after? Also how much does Sn cost

 

[PeakIncels]

Self awareness is the biggest curse a man can have. I feel the same way nigga, everything that I do has a shit ending. Even if I achieve my dreams, what’s gonna happen after? Also how much does Sn cost

probably around 300€

 

[Luca_.]

probably around 300€

Damn thats crazy where can you buy it from

 

[PeakIncels]

Damn thats crazy where can you buy it from

I need a source too bro

 

[Luca_.]

I need a source too bro

Nah you don’t