Prøphet
Conquer your fear and you will conquer death
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Just got out of my consult for strabismus surgery. Doctor said we will do the surgery after a few more consults. But my best possible vision now even after wearing the thickest lenses possible is 20/70. It’s finished. I can endure all the suffering and effort to salvage some aspect of my appearance. But no matter how hard I try in this life, I’m never driving. Im never living an independent life. I’m never going to see a sunset the way you do. It’s the end of the line for me. All because of my parents choice to produce me, knowing their genetics. You can’t even begin to comprehend the grief I feel for what my life could’ve been. Trapped in hell reaching for a heaven that I will never have. Maybe next time. It’s the end for me guys. I love you all.
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