oska_blnn
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I genuinely feel sorry for people who are genuine sub5s, i’m an lltn-mltn and i can’t stop thinking about my facial aesthetics,
the only reason i don’t go outside anymore with friends is that i feel so subhuman and just embarrassed about my face.
I can’t stop thinking about it, every day is just straight suffering, i hate my face, im doing all copes in the books that existent (that i can afford) so i won’t feel subhuman and guilty about my face anymore, but there is nothing i can currently do about it, i need bimax or lefort for my severe maxilla recession, i have an crossbite, one side of my mandible is also way better developed because of bad chewing habits.
I will start going to psychotherapy again and will tell them how i feel about my facial aesthetics, i hope that maybe because of how much i want to kill myself because of my maxilla recession, i can get bimax even earlier.
Im currently 17,5, the earliest point of my life when i could afford bimax would be at 18,5, but that’s an whole more year of just straight up depression and self hatred.
I will post about my bimax and Psychiatrist appointments in the future.
Im so fucking ugly, and im not kidding, i’m not like those larpers being mtn-htn saying how to looksmax, i am genuinely just ugly and can’t do shit about it other than wagecuck and pray that my psyche won’t get me killed before i can afford surgery.
i am genuinely just sorry for everyone that entered this forum and is now suffering because of it.
I love y’all.
the only reason i don’t go outside anymore with friends is that i feel so subhuman and just embarrassed about my face.
I can’t stop thinking about it, every day is just straight suffering, i hate my face, im doing all copes in the books that existent (that i can afford) so i won’t feel subhuman and guilty about my face anymore, but there is nothing i can currently do about it, i need bimax or lefort for my severe maxilla recession, i have an crossbite, one side of my mandible is also way better developed because of bad chewing habits.
I will start going to psychotherapy again and will tell them how i feel about my facial aesthetics, i hope that maybe because of how much i want to kill myself because of my maxilla recession, i can get bimax even earlier.
Im currently 17,5, the earliest point of my life when i could afford bimax would be at 18,5, but that’s an whole more year of just straight up depression and self hatred.
I will post about my bimax and Psychiatrist appointments in the future.
Im so fucking ugly, and im not kidding, i’m not like those larpers being mtn-htn saying how to looksmax, i am genuinely just ugly and can’t do shit about it other than wagecuck and pray that my psyche won’t get me killed before i can afford surgery.
i am genuinely just sorry for everyone that entered this forum and is now suffering because of it.
I love y’all.


