its over

[plüh.]

No matter how much I “ascend,” I still despise who I am and can’t accept the fact that, yeah, I objectively look better than I did before. Every flaw I fix just gets replaced by another one to obsess over. I still look in the mirror and feel the same disgust toward myself that I did before any of this. Atp I don’t even know what I’m trying to ascend into, because nothing ever feels like enough. Feels like I’m trying to fix years of hating myself through my appearance and wondering why it never works. Genuinely gives me insane ropewaves.

 

[Stalker]

waa waaa waaaaaaa

 

[HappyChud]

No matter how much I “ascend,” I still despise who I am and can’t accept the fact that, yeah, I objectively look better than I did before. Every flaw I fix just gets replaced by another one to obsess over. I still look in the mirror and feel the same disgust toward myself that I did before any of this. Atp I don’t even know what I’m trying to ascend into, because nothing ever feels like enough. Feels like I’m trying to fix years of hating myself through my appearance and wondering why it never works. Genuinely gives me insane ropewaves.

never enough theory

 

[plüh.]

never enough theory

genuinely wanna rope like crazy cause why am I the one obsessed over looks just to be cursed by being 5’9, and all my cousins being 6’5 doesn’t help, especially since one is still growing at 18, pushing 6’6.

 

[HappyChud]

genuinely wanna rope like crazy cause why am I the one obsessed over looks just to be cursed by being 5’9, and all my cousins being 6’5 doesn’t help, especially since one is still growing at 18, pushing 6’6.

stfu and rep boyo

 

[plüh.]

stfu and rep boyo

okay bhai :/