It's really hitting me rn

[Deleted member 154351]

I understand pedos. JBs are the best.

I'm turning 18 soon and I'm so fucking mad I didn't get to enjoy my youth messing with JBs and being a young and carefree HTN teen.

I'm prolly in the position of some subhuman mumbai's kid dream to be living in a First world country. The land of possibility and freedom.

Technically on paper I should have been capable and being loved/to love, just tall enough (5'8), just GL enough (L-M MTN), and I'm not even a death tier pheno (Waisan)

Yet I'm a KHHV ND stone cold truecel riddled with mental problems.

I'm really never going to be young again. I feel grown.

Life's a fucking scam.

I hate all the NT 80iqd normies at school. I hate the fact that the time I have with my gift of being alive and conscious in this world is being spent stuck in this body I possess. I do not relate my physical appearance to my personal identity. What I see in the mirror isn't who I am.

It's this fucking body I was stuck with. People will never perceive the true me nor understand me fully. They're only going to see what's physical, shaped by my appearance and sound of voice.

Caging.

 

[Deleted member 154351]

I understand pedos. JBs are the best.

I'm turning 18 soon and I'm so fucking mad I didn't get to enjoy my youth messing with JBs and being a young and carefree HTN teen.

I'm prolly in the position of some subhuman mumbai's kid dream to be living in a First world country. The land of possibility and freedom.

Technically on paper I should have been capable and being loved/to love, just tall enough (5'8), just GL enough (L-M MTN), and I'm not even a death tier pheno (Waisan)

Yet I'm a KHHV ND stone cold truecel riddled with mental problems.

I'm really never going to be young again. I feel grown.

Life's a fucking scam.

I hate all the NT 80iqd normies at school. I hate the fact that the time I have with my gift of being alive and conscious in this world is being spent stuck in this body I possess. I do not relate my physical appearance to my personal identity. What I see in the mirror isn't who I am.

It's this fucking body I was stuck with. People will never perceive the true me nor understand me fully. They're only going to see what's physical, shaped by my appearance and sound of voice.

Caging.

 

[ccwb]

I understand pedos. JBs are the best.

I'm turning 18 soon and I'm so fucking mad I didn't get to enjoy my youth messing with JBs and being a young and carefree HTN teen.

I'm prolly in the position of some subhuman mumbai's kid dream to be living in a First world country. The land of possibility and freedom.

Technically on paper I should have been capable and being loved/to love, just tall enough (5'8), just GL enough (L-M MTN), and I'm not even a death tier pheno (Waisan)

Yet I'm a KHHV ND stone cold truecel riddled with mental problems.

I'm really never going to be young again. I feel grown.

Life's a fucking scam.

I hate all the NT 80iqd normies at school. I hate the fact that the time I have with my gift of being alive and conscious in this world is being spent stuck in this body I possess. I do not relate my physical appearance to my personal identity. What I see in the mirror isn't who I am.

It's this fucking body I was stuck with. People will never perceive the true me nor understand me fully. They're only going to see what's physical, shaped by my appearance and sound of voice.

Caging.

Js seeing mfs in school with ugly faces but niggas are happy, boils me down while I chase a perfect model look my whole life will be like this

 

[Deleted member 304291]

I understand pedos. JBs are the best.

I'm turning 18 soon and I'm so fucking mad I didn't get to enjoy my youth messing with JBs and being a young and carefree HTN teen.

I'm prolly in the position of some subhuman mumbai's kid dream to be living in a First world country. The land of possibility and freedom.

Technically on paper I should have been capable and being loved/to love, just tall enough (5'8), just GL enough (L-M MTN), and I'm not even a death tier pheno (Waisan)

Yet I'm a KHHV ND stone cold truecel riddled with mental problems.

I'm really never going to be young again. I feel grown.

Life's a fucking scam.

I hate all the NT 80iqd normies at school. I hate the fact that the time I have with my gift of being alive and conscious in this world is being spent stuck in this body I possess. I do not relate my physical appearance to my personal identity. What I see in the mirror isn't who I am.

It's this fucking body I was stuck with. People will never perceive the true me nor understand me fully. They're only going to see what's physical, shaped by my appearance and sound of voice.

Caging.

What the fuck are you complaining about you are mtn

 

[Scandi.]

I understand pedos. JBs are the best.

I'm turning 18 soon and I'm so fucking mad I didn't get to enjoy my youth messing with JBs and being a young and carefree HTN teen.

I'm prolly in the position of some subhuman mumbai's kid dream to be living in a First world country. The land of possibility and freedom.

Technically on paper I should have been capable and being loved/to love, just tall enough (5'8), just GL enough (L-M MTN), and I'm not even a death tier pheno (Waisan)

Yet I'm a KHHV ND stone cold truecel riddled with mental problems.

I'm really never going to be young again. I feel grown.

Life's a fucking scam.

I hate all the NT 80iqd normies at school. I hate the fact that the time I have with my gift of being alive and conscious in this world is being spent stuck in this body I possess. I do not relate my physical appearance to my personal identity. What I see in the mirror isn't who I am.

It's this fucking body I was stuck with. People will never perceive the true me nor understand me fully. They're only going to see what's physical, shaped by my appearance and sound of voice.

Caging.

damn dude, im sorry that you're feeling this way you are certainly still young bhai you have alot ahead of you and so do i, if you wanna talk about it you can just message me in PM's

 

[Deleted member 154351]

What the fuck are you complaining about you are mtn

I know, I know it's all in my head. And I'm not trying to victimmaxx I've spent a lot of time trying to reframe my mind about all these things. I hope to change but it hurts me to know that a foid won't love me the same way they would with CL. And that defeats the whole purpose of love for me. I'm innately narcissitic so it'd be in my own best self interest to just enjoy it anyway but that outweighs even this. I also am too insecure about literally everything about me. I hide it in daily life but it kills me.

I don't even bother acting on IOIs knowing this.

Brootal

 

[Deleted member 154351]

damn dude, im sorry that you're feeling this way you are certainly still young bhai you have alot ahead of you and so do i, if you wanna talk about it you can just message me in PM's

Thx brotha

 

[Poke Nixon!]

I understand pedos. JBs are the best.

I'm turning 18 soon and I'm so fucking mad I didn't get to enjoy my youth messing with JBs and being a young and carefree HTN teen.

I'm prolly in the position of some subhuman mumbai's kid dream to be living in a First world country. The land of possibility and freedom.

Technically on paper I should have been capable and being loved/to love, just tall enough (5'8), just GL enough (L-M MTN), and I'm not even a death tier pheno (Waisan)

Yet I'm a KHHV ND stone cold truecel riddled with mental problems.

I'm really never going to be young again. I feel grown.

Life's a fucking scam.

I hate all the NT 80iqd normies at school. I hate the fact that the time I have with my gift of being alive and conscious in this world is being spent stuck in this body I possess. I do not relate my physical appearance to my personal identity. What I see in the mirror isn't who I am.

It's this fucking body I was stuck with. People will never perceive the true me nor understand me fully. They're only going to see what's physical, shaped by my appearance and sound of voice.

Caging.

Same bro there's no hopes of things getting better been a khhv since my birth bruh i'm turning 18 in the next 4 months it's so over man

 

[Jgns]

samebro going to be 21 by the time all my hardmaxxes pay off and I get htn+ and its depressing knowing how much youth you've lost its straightup suifuel fuck

 

[Deleted member 154351]

I understand pedos. JBs are the best.

I'm turning 18 soon and I'm so fucking mad I didn't get to enjoy my youth messing with JBs and being a young and carefree HTN teen.

I'm prolly in the position of some subhuman mumbai's kid dream to be living in a First world country. The land of possibility and freedom.

Technically on paper I should have been capable and being loved/to love, just tall enough (5'8), just GL enough (L-M MTN), and I'm not even a death tier pheno (Waisan)

Yet I'm a KHHV ND stone cold truecel riddled with mental problems.

I'm really never going to be young again. I feel grown.

Life's a fucking scam.

I hate all the NT 80iqd normies at school. I hate the fact that the time I have with my gift of being alive and conscious in this world is being spent stuck in this body I possess. I do not relate my physical appearance to my personal identity. What I see in the mirror isn't who I am.

It's this fucking body I was stuck with. People will never perceive the true me nor understand me fully. They're only going to see what's physical, shaped by my appearance and sound of voice.

Caging.

Update
I was in severe psychosis from childhood trauma and an abusive household.
It turns out there's a lot of girls who like me and have shown me interest, even hmtbs
I just been living in my head for so long
I'd delete this post if I could.