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It’s me against my genetic destiny
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There are literally people who rope just because their brain is lacking certain chemicals and it hijacks all of their thoughts and consciousness to become focused on self-destruction. Don’t get me wrong you can still have existential depression or be depressed if you have an actually shit life but I feel like that doesnt even count as a “disorder”, it’s just what you’re supposed to feel. But there’s a big difference between that and having a good life but still feeling horrible. The latter is not normal at all.
The scariest part is when you’re biochemically sick your entire mindset changes and suddenly what you start to feel makes more sense than anything else. And you think your life is so bad but it’s literally just that the wrong chemical reactions are happening in your grey matter. I don’t know if meds or testosterone are always the answer for these people, but neither is just trying to talk it out and reason, because the problem is so far upstream from their own awareness even.
The scariest part is when you’re biochemically sick your entire mindset changes and suddenly what you start to feel makes more sense than anything else. And you think your life is so bad but it’s literally just that the wrong chemical reactions are happening in your grey matter. I don’t know if meds or testosterone are always the answer for these people, but neither is just trying to talk it out and reason, because the problem is so far upstream from their own awareness even.
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