It’s so hard to fall asleep knowing you’re a human failure

[slavic.cel]

I thought I already went through this whole thing. I spent more than a year accepting and coming to terms with the blackpill for the most part but now it feels like all that effort has been wiped away. I can’t stop thinking how my one chance, my one shot at life will be spent in agonising pain of being born a failure. It’s pain I think only few will experience - the pain of having the incapability to make someone love you. And the pain that even if you did you could never morally start a family because it would risk putting your child in a similar situation to you. I feel so defeated it’s insane

 

[fluxx]

its a winners only game, only few can win not even average guys can compete

 

[slavic.cel]

its a winners only game, only few can win not even average guys can compete

But at least average guys can live in cluelessness. They never had to be bullied for their looks until their confidence was shattered to the point of no return. I think that even if I got all surgeries I wanted to right now I could never fully recover from that