It's so over

[lechopped]

Doctors told my parents I'd be 190 since I was young. I was always above the 90th percentile in height, but I started puberty very early, and had my growth spurt at 11-12( reached 172cm dad 183 mom 170).
Since then (14.5 rn) I've only grown 3 cm. I grew up taller than everyone but I was a genuine sub 5 so I've never gotten attention from girls. School starts in 8 days and my shorter friends have shot up to around 170 throughout the summer meanwhile I'm still the same height. I've lost my only advantage and im still ugly asf and a terrible person. Im jealous of my friends since even tho they were short they had a lethal face card colored eyes and great hair. I want to see my friends succeed in having relationships but I dont want to be left alone cuz of my fucking ego I think. Should I just kill myself and spare me from having to go through the school year again getting picked on now not only for my looks but my height too? Since im such a fucking loser I also can't socialise and im a fucking nerd

 

[Misko10]

Just wait boyo, your height stops at around 16-18. There's still hope.

 

[lechopped]

Just wait boyo, your height stops at around 16-18. There's still hope.

My growth plates are probably closed since I started so early

 

[Misko10]

My growth plates are probably closed since I started so early

If you're 14, they probably aren't. But you should still get them checked.

 

[lechopped]

If you're 14, they probably aren't. But you should still get them checked.

If I've only grown 3 cm in 2 years I prolly dont have a lot of growth anyway

 

[Misko10]

If I've only grown 3 cm in 2 years I prolly dont have a lot of growth anyway

Maybe another growth spurt incoming? If worst comes to worst and you remain your current height for the rest of your life, you could always save up for surgery, fraud by wearing boots & insoles, or ascend so that your height won't matter.

It's still worthwhile getting it checked, if your growth plates aren't closed you could start using HGH to reach your max potential height before they close.

If you can't check if your growth plates are open/closed, you can pretty easily check by yourself just by looking at yourself and determining whether or not you think your puberty has ended. Things like getting thick, terminal facial hair, no more voice cracks, getting a wider, more broad 'adult' looking frame, and if your genitals have reach tanner stage 5 are all signs puberty may be over.

 

[lechopped]

Maybe another growth spurt incoming? If worst comes to worst and you remain your current height for the rest of your life, you could always save up for surgery, fraud by wearing boots & insoles, or ascend so that your height won't matter.

It's still worthwhile getting it checked, if your growth plates aren't closed you could start using HGH to reach your max potential height before they close.

If you can't check if your growth plates are open/closed, you can pretty easily check by yourself just by looking at yourself and determining whether or not you think your puberty has ended. Things like getting thick, terminal facial hair, no more voice cracks, getting a wider, more broad 'adult' looking frame, and if your genitals have reach tanner stage 5 are all signs puberty may be over.

Some cousins of mine were at my exact and then had secondary growth spurt at 16 but I dont want to get my hopes up. I have a terrible base i dont even think surgery can fix my face. I'm broke asf and even if I had money I dont know where to get hgh. I still have voice cracks fron time to time and my facial hair is very patchy. Thanks for taking the time to help me and write all this

 

[badacne]

Doctors told my parents I'd be 190 since I was young. I was always above the 90th percentile in height, but I started puberty very early, and had my growth spurt at 11-12( reached 172cm dad 183 mom 170).
Since then (14.5 rn) I've only grown 3 cm. I grew up taller than everyone but I was a genuine sub 5 so I've never gotten attention from girls. School starts in 8 days and my shorter friends have shot up to around 170 throughout the summer meanwhile I'm still the same height. I've lost my only advantage and im still ugly asf and a terrible person. Im jealous of my friends since even tho they were short they had a lethal face card colored eyes and great hair. I want to see my friends succeed in having relationships but I dont want to be left alone cuz of my fucking ego I think. Should I just kill myself and spare me from having to go through the school year again getting picked on now not only for my looks but my height too? Since im such a fucking loser I also can't socialise and im a fucking nerd

gotta hop on erda, hgh, igf1lr3 or somthing brah. Idk maybe you got a growth hormone deffcviney and could get hgh presribed

 

[Misko10]

Some cousins of mine were at my exact and then had secondary growth spurt at 16 but I dont want to get my hopes up. I have a terrible base i dont even think surgery can fix my face. I'm broke asf and even if I had money I dont know where to get hgh. I still have voice cracks fron time to time and my facial hair is very patchy. Thanks for taking the time to help me and write all this

No worries man. From what it sounds like, I'd assume you will still grow. Never lose hope

 

[badacne]

No worries man. From what it sounds like, I'd assume you will still grow. Never lose hope

Finnaly some positivty on org

 

[lechopped]

No worries man. From what it sounds like, I'd assume you will still grow. Never lose hope

I really hope so thx for everything