astatin
5'7 hmtn(avg rating) with alot of femboy potential
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i can barely see him, but i KNOW hes there somewhere
I can feel him staring at me
Hes tall way too tall its not normal its not something that ive seen before
Im typing this quick because idk how much longer i have
Its bad its really really bad
His face is long and wide idek the words to describe how he looks
Picture a tall creature, his color is a color that you've never seen before he doesnt grow hair but it feels like there shouldnt be hair he looks like everything that couldnt exist
And yet hes here
Idk what he wants from me
He just keeps starkng
Months years idk how long it has been
But hes here
Hes always here
Hes harmless. Usually
But today is different, he stood up, i saw it
I wasnt supposed to
Ive learned to live with him
But its not the same
I wish it could all he different
I wish it was
Okay
I just want to lice a normal life man
Idk whats happening to me
Am i schizo?
It cant be
I felt him
I SAW HIM
Im not crazy
Im definently not crazy
I cant tell anyone this
I really cant be at the psych ward
Its bad
Bad
Really bad
What do j even do?
Fuck
Okay
I have calmed down
He hasnt touched me in years
How is today any different?
It probably isnt
This isnt the first time
Oh how i wish to be normal
This is pure agony
But if he wasnt there would i still be the same?
He was always here
When no one was there for me
He was
So maybe he isnt bad
Maybe i need him
Maybe his purpose of life is to just be there for me
When nobody is
What if
What if i need him?
thats it
Today is the day
Im looking at it dead in the eyes tonight
Enough is enough
He was always here for me
We havent talked but we still have a strong connection
This creature is probably my only friend
Its time to be best friends
I can feel him staring at me
Hes tall way too tall its not normal its not something that ive seen before
Im typing this quick because idk how much longer i have
Its bad its really really bad
His face is long and wide idek the words to describe how he looks
Picture a tall creature, his color is a color that you've never seen before he doesnt grow hair but it feels like there shouldnt be hair he looks like everything that couldnt exist
And yet hes here
Idk what he wants from me
He just keeps starkng
Months years idk how long it has been
But hes here
Hes always here
Hes harmless. Usually
But today is different, he stood up, i saw it
I wasnt supposed to
Ive learned to live with him
But its not the same
I wish it could all he different
I wish it was
Okay
I just want to lice a normal life man
Idk whats happening to me
Am i schizo?
It cant be
I felt him
I SAW HIM
Im not crazy
Im definently not crazy
I cant tell anyone this
I really cant be at the psych ward
Its bad
Bad
Really bad
What do j even do?
Fuck
Okay
I have calmed down
He hasnt touched me in years
How is today any different?
It probably isnt
This isnt the first time
Oh how i wish to be normal
This is pure agony
But if he wasnt there would i still be the same?
He was always here
When no one was there for me
He was
So maybe he isnt bad
Maybe i need him
Maybe his purpose of life is to just be there for me
When nobody is
What if
What if i need him?
thats it
Today is the day
Im looking at it dead in the eyes tonight
Enough is enough
He was always here for me
We havent talked but we still have a strong connection
This creature is probably my only friend
Its time to be best friends
