Its that time of night again

[lowdimotrucel]

I AM NOT TRYING TO BE EDGY
Before starting this thread I just want to make it clear that im not looking for sympathy or anything it just feels good writing these because I have nobody to talk to about it idk if I should use the venting prefix or serious cause idk what the definition of venting is.
I understand thinking these things are cowerdly and corny but these are just my thoughts

Start of thread

Its that time of night again where im starting to think about how nice it would feel to steal my uncles rifle, post up on my schools roof and shoot the niggas that always push me around. I keep thinking about how I will always be looked down upon my peers and never make any true friends who dont ditch me, laugh at me behind my back, and share my true thoughts with.

I think about when I was young and how things were always the same. If we had to make a group of 4 for a team and there was 5 of us I would ALWAYS, be the one left out. Even though im smart they would always kick me out because im a timid person and they would look at me working alone and laugh. I would also be the last one picked in P.E even though im clearly fucking better at sports than a 5,1 fat manlet (no hate to short niggas). Just like I said in my other thread im always that got made fun of by my so called friend group. It wasnt even that i got made fun of once a week and my friend group would make fun of someone else it was always me every day.

I have this strong desire to shoot up my school and finally be the one with power for once but I know deep down that is not what I want to do. By this I mean I had this dream where I was in a trailor park and I was shooting people with a shotgun and an AK-47. I remember distinctly from that dream I had killed multiple people and then I went into a caravan where I found a 5 year old and a 3 yearold hiding together. and then I shot them and they died. I walked out and I saw the police there and I dropped to me knees and screamed "NNNNOOOO I DONT WANT TO DIE." I said this as I woke up and I finished the sentance while awake.
End of thread

Its hard to explain in detail without making it more boring than it already is so ill just end this thread here.
ive also just reailised ive spent 40 minutes thinking of what to write and typing it out

 

[psychopathic]

Before starting this thread I just want to make it clear that im not looking for sympathy or anything it just feels good writing these because I have nobody to talk to about it idk if I should use the venting prefix or serious cause idk what the definition of venting is.
I understand thinking these things are cowerdly and corny but these are just my thoughts

Its that time of night again where im starting to think about how nice it would feel to steal my uncles rifle, post up on my schools roof and shoot the niggas that always push me around. I keep thinking about how I will always be looked down upon my peers and never make any true friends who dont ditch me, laugh at me behind my back, and share my true thoughts with.

I think about when I was young and how things were always the same. If we had to make a group of 4 for a team and there was 5 of us I would ALWAYS, be the one left out. Even though im smart they would always kick me out because im a timid person and they would look at me working alone and laugh. I would also be the last one picked in P.E even though im clearly fucking better at sports than a 5,1 fat manlet (no hate to short niggas). Just like I said in my other thread im always that got made fun of by my so called friend group. It wasnt even that i got made fun of once a week and my friend group would make fun of someone else it was always me every day.

I have this strong desire to shoot up my school and finally be the one with power for once but I know deep down that is not what I want to do. By this I mean I had this dream where I was in a trailor park and I was shooting people with a shotgun and an AK-47. I remember distinctly from that dream I had killed multiple people and then I went into a caravan where I found a 5 year old and a 3 yearold hiding together. and then I shot them and they died. I walked out and I saw the police there and I dropped to me knees and screamed "NNNNOOOO I DONT WANT TO DIE." I said this as I woke up and I finished the sentance while awake.

Its hard to explain in detail without making it more boring than it already is so ill just end this thread here.
ive also just reailised ive spent 40 minutes thinking of what to write and typing it out

 

[zennn]

Before starting this thread I just want to make it clear that im not looking for sympathy or anything it just feels good writing these because I have nobody to talk to about it idk if I should use the venting prefix or serious cause idk what the definition of venting is.
I understand thinking these things are cowerdly and corny but these are just my thoughts

Start of thread

Its that time of night again where im starting to think about how nice it would feel to steal my uncles rifle, post up on my schools roof and shoot the niggas that always push me around. I keep thinking about how I will always be looked down upon my peers and never make any true friends who dont ditch me, laugh at me behind my back, and share my true thoughts with.

I think about when I was young and how things were always the same. If we had to make a group of 4 for a team and there was 5 of us I would ALWAYS, be the one left out. Even though im smart they would always kick me out because im a timid person and they would look at me working alone and laugh. I would also be the last one picked in P.E even though im clearly fucking better at sports than a 5,1 fat manlet (no hate to short niggas). Just like I said in my other thread im always that got made fun of by my so called friend group. It wasnt even that i got made fun of once a week and my friend group would make fun of someone else it was always me every day.

I have this strong desire to shoot up my school and finally be the one with power for once but I know deep down that is not what I want to do. By this I mean I had this dream where I was in a trailor park and I was shooting people with a shotgun and an AK-47. I remember distinctly from that dream I had killed multiple people and then I went into a caravan where I found a 5 year old and a 3 yearold hiding together. and then I shot them and they died. I walked out and I saw the police there and I dropped to me knees and screamed "NNNNOOOO I DONT WANT TO DIE." I said this as I woke up and I finished the sentance while awake.
End of thread

Its hard to explain in detail without making it more boring than it already is so ill just end this thread here.
ive also just reailised ive spent 40 minutes thinking of what to write and typing it out

 

[iamnotyourfailure]

i love the green mile

 

[filthycurrycel]

buddy i think youre glowing

 

[filthycurrycel]

Before starting this thread I just want to make it clear that im not looking for sympathy or anything it just feels good writing these because I have nobody to talk to about it idk if I should use the venting prefix or serious cause idk what the definition of venting is.
I understand thinking these things are cowerdly and corny but these are just my thoughts

Start of thread

Its that time of night again where im starting to think about how nice it would feel to steal my uncles rifle, post up on my schools roof and shoot the niggas that always push me around. I keep thinking about how I will always be looked down upon my peers and never make any true friends who dont ditch me, laugh at me behind my back, and share my true thoughts with.

I think about when I was young and how things were always the same. If we had to make a group of 4 for a team and there was 5 of us I would ALWAYS, be the one left out. Even though im smart they would always kick me out because im a timid person and they would look at me working alone and laugh. I would also be the last one picked in P.E even though im clearly fucking better at sports than a 5,1 fat manlet (no hate to short niggas). Just like I said in my other thread im always that got made fun of by my so called friend group. It wasnt even that i got made fun of once a week and my friend group would make fun of someone else it was always me every day.

I have this strong desire to shoot up my school and finally be the one with power for once but I know deep down that is not what I want to do. By this I mean I had this dream where I was in a trailor park and I was shooting people with a shotgun and an AK-47. I remember distinctly from that dream I had killed multiple people and then I went into a caravan where I found a 5 year old and a 3 yearold hiding together. and then I shot them and they died. I walked out and I saw the police there and I dropped to me knees and screamed "NNNNOOOO I DONT WANT TO DIE." I said this as I woke up and I finished the sentance while awake.
End of thread

Its hard to explain in detail without making it more boring than it already is so ill just end this thread here.
ive also just reailised ive spent 40 minutes thinking of what to write and typing it out

dont do that just cope a diff way itll get better soon bro trust

 

[markye67]

Oh my god stfu edgy retard

 

[lowdimotrucel]

Oh my god stfu edgy retard

sorry bruh i wont make this kind of thread again

 

[markye67]

sorry bruh i wont make this kind of thread again

I hope so dude this is 7 grade humor I’m disappointed dude

 

[D69mo]

Before starting this thread I just want to make it clear that im not looking for sympathy or anything it just feels good writing these because I have nobody to talk to about it idk if I should use the venting prefix or serious cause idk what the definition of venting is.
I understand thinking these things are cowerdly and corny but these are just my thoughts

Start of thread

Its that time of night again where im starting to think about how nice it would feel to steal my uncles rifle, post up on my schools roof and shoot the niggas that always push me around. I keep thinking about how I will always be looked down upon my peers and never make any true friends who dont ditch me, laugh at me behind my back, and share my true thoughts with.

I think about when I was young and how things were always the same. If we had to make a group of 4 for a team and there was 5 of us I would ALWAYS, be the one left out. Even though im smart they would always kick me out because im a timid person and they would look at me working alone and laugh. I would also be the last one picked in P.E even though im clearly fucking better at sports than a 5,1 fat manlet (no hate to short niggas). Just like I said in my other thread im always that got made fun of by my so called friend group. It wasnt even that i got made fun of once a week and my friend group would make fun of someone else it was always me every day.

I have this strong desire to shoot up my school and finally be the one with power for once but I know deep down that is not what I want to do. By this I mean I had this dream where I was in a trailor park and I was shooting people with a shotgun and an AK-47. I remember distinctly from that dream I had killed multiple people and then I went into a caravan where I found a 5 year old and a 3 yearold hiding together. and then I shot them and they died. I walked out and I saw the police there and I dropped to me knees and screamed "NNNNOOOO I DONT WANT TO DIE." I said this as I woke up and I finished the sentance while awake.
End of thread

Its hard to explain in detail without making it more boring than it already is so ill just end this thread here.
ive also just reailised ive spent 40 minutes thinking of what to write and typing it out

I back you on this انا و انت اخوه

 

[Joeseminate]

why do you care? at the end of the day it is your life you will never experience anyone elses, dont care about others. Im not saying this in an edgy kill everyone way but as a "your free" of them. 15-17, end of highschool was probably the worst part of my life, exluded from everyone and not fitting in anywhere but at the end it doesnt matter uni is so different you can make friends on the whim there is no weird cliques so it deff does get better

 

[iamnotyourfailure]

I back you on this انا و انت اخوه

wallahi salamieggkum

 

[D69mo]

wallahi salamieggkum

و عليكم السلام

 

[the exile v2]

try to ask your parents to get you therapy tell them that your just stressed out because of school work and that's why you want to go and then tell the therapist

 

[lowdimotrucel]

try to ask your parents to get you therapy tell them that your just stressed out because of school work and that's why you want to go and then tell the therapist

bro fuck therapy that shit is so corny I cannot have irl people know I think these things

 

[pleasevanity]

fedpost

 

[2MG]

I AM NOT TRYING TO BE EDGY
Before starting this thread I just want to make it clear that im not looking for sympathy or anything it just feels good writing these because I have nobody to talk to about it idk if I should use the venting prefix or serious cause idk what the definition of venting is.
I understand thinking these things are cowerdly and corny but these are just my thoughts

Start of thread

Its that time of night again where im starting to think about how nice it would feel to steal my uncles rifle, post up on my schools roof and shoot the niggas that always push me around. I keep thinking about how I will always be looked down upon my peers and never make any true friends who dont ditch me, laugh at me behind my back, and share my true thoughts with.

I think about when I was young and how things were always the same. If we had to make a group of 4 for a team and there was 5 of us I would ALWAYS, be the one left out. Even though im smart they would always kick me out because im a timid person and they would look at me working alone and laugh. I would also be the last one picked in P.E even though im clearly fucking better at sports than a 5,1 fat manlet (no hate to short niggas). Just like I said in my other thread im always that got made fun of by my so called friend group. It wasnt even that i got made fun of once a week and my friend group would make fun of someone else it was always me every day.

I have this strong desire to shoot up my school and finally be the one with power for once but I know deep down that is not what I want to do. By this I mean I had this dream where I was in a trailor park and I was shooting people with a shotgun and an AK-47. I remember distinctly from that dream I had killed multiple people and then I went into a caravan where I found a 5 year old and a 3 yearold hiding together. and then I shot them and they died. I walked out and I saw the police there and I dropped to me knees and screamed "NNNNOOOO I DONT WANT TO DIE." I said this as I woke up and I finished the sentance while awake.
End of thread

Its hard to explain in detail without making it more boring than it already is so ill just end this thread here.
ive also just reailised ive spent 40 minutes thinking of what to write and typing it out

You gotta stop with these school shooter threads get help please

 

[the exile v2]

bro fuck therapy that shit is so corny I cannot have irl people know I think these things

I thought the same thing I had intrusive thoughts about fucked up shit too I got lucky that my parents sent me to therapy because of unrelated shit you gotta take the risk and ask or you will be another school shooter and you will be made fun of even more then before

 

[lowdimotrucel]

You gotta stop with these school shooter threads get help please

bro if you read the thread I said I would never kill anybody

 

[2MG]

bro if you read the thread I said I would never kill anybody

Shit don’t matter it’s still weird and stinky tighten up

 

[theblueprints]

use one of your 5 takedowns on this thread bro. site is being monitored

 

[peterk1287]

Imagine you get doxed and these threads intertwine into ur personal life