disillusioned
Kraken
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I'm barely 33 but I can already feel the impact of this. Entire days just go by like minutes and I can barely remember what happened in that time, save for some broadstroke and oftentimes hazy details.
I used to contribute to this to heavy drinking, but I actually stopped and became sobber like 4 months ago. Doesn't matter. I still feel like time has 'paused' and that I'm just living individual days or hours. I will sit down, watch some bullshit on TV for several hours, go make dinner, and forget all about it by evening's end. It all feels like 10 min even if it's actually 10 hours
Doom 2016 came out over 8 years ago. It feels like 2-3. I'm losing my ability to form long-term memories or give a shit about anything that happened in the past.
And that's the thing.
That's arguably one of the major reasons time starts passing so quickly as you get older. You just stop giving a shit.
I mean, as a sub-chad 33 year old male that isn't rich or uber-high IQ, what the fuck do I have to look forward to? I won't get a girl, start a family, cure cancer, etc. Nothing fucking matters. It's literally just eat, sleep and poop from now on. That's it. You can get some copes but they're still just that. Copes. They don't fundamentally matter.
This is the brutal agepill for sub-chad males. As you get older, the years will just keep on passing until you stop existing and nothing fucking matters.
I used to contribute to this to heavy drinking, but I actually stopped and became sobber like 4 months ago. Doesn't matter. I still feel like time has 'paused' and that I'm just living individual days or hours. I will sit down, watch some bullshit on TV for several hours, go make dinner, and forget all about it by evening's end. It all feels like 10 min even if it's actually 10 hours
Doom 2016 came out over 8 years ago. It feels like 2-3. I'm losing my ability to form long-term memories or give a shit about anything that happened in the past.
And that's the thing.
That's arguably one of the major reasons time starts passing so quickly as you get older. You just stop giving a shit.
I mean, as a sub-chad 33 year old male that isn't rich or uber-high IQ, what the fuck do I have to look forward to? I won't get a girl, start a family, cure cancer, etc. Nothing fucking matters. It's literally just eat, sleep and poop from now on. That's it. You can get some copes but they're still just that. Copes. They don't fundamentally matter.
This is the brutal agepill for sub-chad males. As you get older, the years will just keep on passing until you stop existing and nothing fucking matters.
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