I’ve accepted it, I am not loved

[Amexmaxx]

Last night I realized and truly internalized that i am not loved. When i analyze all the feedback I’ve received in my life up until this point and ask myself if I’m loved. Honestly the answer is no, i cant be. Then I wondered if god loved me. Maybe somehow but i cant tell. But i know for sure that family, friends, the opposite gender and society in general does not love nor care about me.

I just had to accept that.

 

[Harold O'brien]

 

[Amexmaxx]

No sympathy just saying. Gotta copemax I guess.
if i every truly start suffering im downing some cyanide

 

[ropemax]

What made you reach this conclusion?

 

[Deleted member 6403]

It’s ok, bro

 

[Amexmaxx]

What made you reach this conclusion?

i wish I could articulate what i mean. It would take a lot to explain too.
Idk maybe im being a bitch and its not that deep.