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notamacrobian
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Hey guys, so my entire life I've been obese, had severe cystic acne, severe gyno, and horrible grooming. For the past 2 years I've fixed my diet (this fixed my skin and weight), started lifting and put on a decent amount of noobie gains, got gyno surgery, started getting bi-weekly haircuts, my beard grew in and I went from a neckbeard to stubble, turned my life around financially, and learned how to dress. I go out everyday and socialize with people and my relationship with women changed completely.
Before I felt like I was invisible to them, I would get ignored, laughed at, or disgusted looks. Now I get girls constantly staring at me, giggling, and some doing crazy things for my attention. I won't lie I'm loving all this new attention, but I feel bitter inside. Were women this shallow the whole time? I ask myself this question all the time. It's also come with some drawbacks, namely: women thinking I'm a man-whore, a lot of women are insecure or extremely intimidated by me, women I don't want a relationship with falling for me (my teachers mainly) and married (yes, MARRIED WITH CHILDREN) women hitting on me.
I used to lurk looksmaxxing forums when I was younger but being broke didn't help my case. I knew about RP theory back then but chalked it up to men being bitter mysoginists and didn't believe it. Now I'm essentially black pilled and view on women has changed completely. What if my future wife flirts with young guys just because they're good looking? What is the solution to this bitterness.
TLDR; Ascended and now have become extremely bitter due to being exposed to female nature, what do?
Before I felt like I was invisible to them, I would get ignored, laughed at, or disgusted looks. Now I get girls constantly staring at me, giggling, and some doing crazy things for my attention. I won't lie I'm loving all this new attention, but I feel bitter inside. Were women this shallow the whole time? I ask myself this question all the time. It's also come with some drawbacks, namely: women thinking I'm a man-whore, a lot of women are insecure or extremely intimidated by me, women I don't want a relationship with falling for me (my teachers mainly) and married (yes, MARRIED WITH CHILDREN) women hitting on me.
I used to lurk looksmaxxing forums when I was younger but being broke didn't help my case. I knew about RP theory back then but chalked it up to men being bitter mysoginists and didn't believe it. Now I'm essentially black pilled and view on women has changed completely. What if my future wife flirts with young guys just because they're good looking? What is the solution to this bitterness.
TLDR; Ascended and now have become extremely bitter due to being exposed to female nature, what do?
