I've been avoiding my friends for so long

[Matrix88]

I don't want them to look at me and not notice any changes since last time I saw them (9 months ago)

I feel like I need to be softmaxxed to a certain point before seeing them again. I need to at least finish clearing my acne

This pressure is kinda eating me alive tbh. My looks are very inconsistent because of my shitty sleep schedule

I hate not looking my best yet, I wanna see them but at the same time I'm too ashamed of my looks

 

[NarrowBoneMarrow]

Looksmaxxing for your friends is wild

 

[rtacysapist69]

if they are your friends, why would they judge you, its not like its a group of foids

 

[Matrix88]

Looksmaxxing for your friends is wild

Not for them, but for everyone

I've already been isolated for so long trying to not get any comments on my looks. So much time lost

if they are your friends, why would they judge you, its not like its a group of foids

Everyone treats and judges people based on looks, even if they don't realize it

My friends treat way better the taller and more handsome dudes. They might think it's because gl guys are funnier, but it's just abt looks

They would make fun of me last year when I was balding, I had a lot of acne, had a shadow beard (lasered it), was fatter, etc.

 

[rtacysapist69]

i had a good friend previously, grew up together and shit. He killed himself this February. Maybe it's looking back with rose tinted glasses but I don't think i will ever be able to achieve a connection like that again

 

[Matrix88]

i had a good friend previously, grew up together and shit. He killed himself this February. Maybe it's looking back with rose tinted glasses but I don't think i will ever be able to achieve a connection like that again

That's very sad, do you know the reason behind his suicide?

Were u aware of his depression/suicidal thoughts?

 

[incomplete]

i get you dude

 

[accinr]

I don't want them to look at me and not notice any changes since last time I saw them (9 months ago)

I feel like I need to be softmaxxed to a certain point before seeing them again. I need to at least finish clearing my acne

This pressure is kinda eating me alive tbh. My looks are very inconsistent because of my shitty sleep schedule

I hate not looking my best yet, I wanna see them but at the same time I'm too ashamed of my looks

nigga theyre your friends they dgaf about your looks and if they do theyre either a raging psl schizo or just a closeted homo

 

[rtacysapist69]

That's very sad, do you know the reason behind his suicide?

Were u aware of his depression/suicidal thoughts?

i moved away, we talked and he said it might all be ok, and he said that maybe things will get better. Then he fucking roped dude, he fucking roped afteraying that.

 

[Matrix88]

i moved away, we talked and he said it might all be ok, and he said that maybe things will get better. Then he fucking roped dude, he fucking roped afteraying that.

What made him rope?

 

[IndecentEyes]

that’s gay

 

[Matrix88]

nigga theyre your friends they dgaf about your looks and if they do theyre either a raging psl schizo or just a closeted homo

They do gaf, trust me

They would look down on me and not take my opinions seriously because I was low LTN and a late bloomer (so I looked younger than them)

 

[juan_max]

I don't want them to look at me and not notice any changes since last time I saw them (9 months ago)

I feel like I need to be softmaxxed to a certain point before seeing them again. I need to at least finish clearing my acne

This pressure is kinda eating me alive tbh. My looks are very inconsistent because of my shitty sleep schedule

I hate not looking my best yet, I wanna see them but at the same time I'm too ashamed of my looks

its been 3 years..

 

[Matrix88]

its been 3 years..

Since u haven't seen ur friends?

 

[juan_max]

Since u haven't seen ur friends?

yeah. it's a part of adulthood but don't worry brother you just focus on ascending and the right friends will come along

 

[Matrix88]

yeah. it's a part of adulthood but don't worry brother you just focus on ascending and the right friends will come along

Yea I shouldn't be trapped in a group where I have a bad reputation for my looks or the way I acted

Gotta get new friends that don't know me and haven't seen me at my worst

 

[Sub->CL]

if they are your friends, why would they judge you, its not like its a group of foids

There is no brotherhood!