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I looked like a shitter, I had a bowl cut and was had low T hobbies like beyblading. Autistic edgy jokes in public and completely non nt. I did robotics before and talked to a group of friends that did not like me. They kicked me out of their friend group when I tried to hug one of them, they punched me in the stomach and told the principal they don't know me and thought they were assaulting me. They believed the guy. After 8th grade or second semester of 8th grade. I began to do a lot. First of all, I fixed my hairstyle, since I stumbled upon a very viral looksmaxxer Toni Mahfud. I tried to be like them, but was held back by my underdeveloped face of course, plus brown eyes.
(mogger 5'8 dad)
I was getting better by the day, and stopped acting autistic. I did find a new group of friends on the last days of 8th grade, which I could then transfer to with to in the high school they were going to as well. Before 9th grade started, I started to try and gymmaxx. I wanted to show people I wasn't weak. I started to become more high T and violent in my thinking. I did mog some people in 9-10th grade, and yes, most of the people in my old friend group were under 6ft and average face, I had more smv if thats the term psl autists use. ( I didn't talk to this girl btw jfl
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I realized quickly the black pill changed my life, even if I didn't talk to girls, it was still a step in the right direction. Everything in my life got better due to it. Now, I have gotten depressed due to not fulfilling my future with stocks and getting educated like I wanted to. I will black pill myself on that as well. I have changed a lot due to Toni Mahfud, and those bad experiences. Although fuck facial bloat and acne it's still a little bad just didn't take many pics when I'm like that lol.
I was getting better by the day, and stopped acting autistic. I did find a new group of friends on the last days of 8th grade, which I could then transfer to with to in the high school they were going to as well. Before 9th grade started, I started to try and gymmaxx. I wanted to show people I wasn't weak. I started to become more high T and violent in my thinking. I did mog some people in 9-10th grade, and yes, most of the people in my old friend group were under 6ft and average face, I had more smv if thats the term psl autists use. ( I didn't talk to this girl btw jfl
)I realized quickly the black pill changed my life, even if I didn't talk to girls, it was still a step in the right direction. Everything in my life got better due to it. Now, I have gotten depressed due to not fulfilling my future with stocks and getting educated like I wanted to. I will black pill myself on that as well. I have changed a lot due to Toni Mahfud, and those bad experiences. Although fuck facial bloat and acne it's still a little bad just didn't take many pics when I'm like that lol.
