heightmaxxing
I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul
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i met this girl on yubo (tinder for under 18s) i didn't put my face on the profile as i wasn't actually trying to get women. Just a pic of my eyes and some random videos. Surprising this girl started messaging (MTB) me this then lead to snapchat which then lead to face times and sleep calls. i was at first suspicious but she seemed genuinely attracted to me and acted like i was htn. Yesterday tho she said that shes going to go see a "friend"( refers to him as them/they) who she met 2 weeks ago ( about the time i started talking to her she says shes going to met "them" at the train station (i assume she met him on yubo aswell ) and that theyre going to go around the mall then go to hers for abit. I also can see her messaging someone while on facetime. Ive had to call her everyday while she sleeps on snapchat for the last week then this random guy comes a fucks her.
My only cope is that shes bi so it might be a woman (better to get cucked by a women than another man) but why would she withheld his gender.
While we arent in a relationship ( she asked me out but i rejected saying we should actually meet in person first) (i never thought it would actually go anywhere i was just bored looking for someone to talk to)
Its not that shes meeting with another man that i care about its that i realized how cucked my current situation is.
im changing my sleep schedule and sacrificing many of my freedoms for a woman whos out fucking other men.
Earlier she ended the snapchat call and asked for me to call back in 10secs causes she wanted to send a funny video to her friend and scare THEM(notice the use of the word THEM) (AT LIKE 2 IN THE MORNING) I SAID I WOULD CALL BACK IN 5 MINUTES. after 10 minutes i asked if she want to call back and got no response. ( i saw her reposting something on tiktok she was awake and saw it) This was the final straw for me and like an hour ago( 4 in the morning) i sent her a message saying we cant call tonight. she then claimed she was already crying because of past shit and asked why i couldnt call tonight. I lied and said i wouldnt be back until late but she said she would wait and i accepted that
she then asked if we can call now and i said yes ( what a cuck) The worse part is when i called her she smiled at me and i smiled back(out of actual happiness)
This is my current situation. im typing this on my laptop with my phone resting on the screen with her fast asleep. If she was awake she would see my hands typing on the keyboard.
I feel like im actually going to be sick with how much of a cuck i am.
I doubt anyone read this but typing this out actually helped for some reason
My only cope is that shes bi so it might be a woman (better to get cucked by a women than another man) but why would she withheld his gender.
While we arent in a relationship ( she asked me out but i rejected saying we should actually meet in person first) (i never thought it would actually go anywhere i was just bored looking for someone to talk to)
Its not that shes meeting with another man that i care about its that i realized how cucked my current situation is.
im changing my sleep schedule and sacrificing many of my freedoms for a woman whos out fucking other men.
Earlier she ended the snapchat call and asked for me to call back in 10secs causes she wanted to send a funny video to her friend and scare THEM(notice the use of the word THEM) (AT LIKE 2 IN THE MORNING) I SAID I WOULD CALL BACK IN 5 MINUTES. after 10 minutes i asked if she want to call back and got no response. ( i saw her reposting something on tiktok she was awake and saw it) This was the final straw for me and like an hour ago( 4 in the morning) i sent her a message saying we cant call tonight. she then claimed she was already crying because of past shit and asked why i couldnt call tonight. I lied and said i wouldnt be back until late but she said she would wait and i accepted that
she then asked if we can call now and i said yes ( what a cuck) The worse part is when i called her she smiled at me and i smiled back(out of actual happiness)
This is my current situation. im typing this on my laptop with my phone resting on the screen with her fast asleep. If she was awake she would see my hands typing on the keyboard.
I feel like im actually going to be sick with how much of a cuck i am.
I doubt anyone read this but typing this out actually helped for some reason
