I’ve been in a state of dissociation for as long as I can remember

[buccalfatremoval]

Always feels like I’m living in a shell
When I look in the mirror it feels like my face isn’t mine or it’s fake
Could be my schizophrenia I guess

 

[PeaceAndLove4ever]

i only feel it when im sleep deprived

it feels good

 

[buccalfatremoval]

i only feel it when im sleep deprived

it feels good

Gets tiring

 

[zennn]

Always feels like I’m living in a shell
When I look in the mirror it feels like my face isn’t mine or it’s fake
Could be my schizophrenia I guess

What about after jerking off

 

[TGUN.]

I sometimes see a shadow of myself at 3:07M every single morning

 

[chang cypionate]

I sometimes see a shadow of myself at 3:07M every single morning

You're a fucking spastic mate

 

[TGUN.]

You're a fucking spastic mate

Whatever

 

[buccalfatremoval]

Whatever

He lost his mind

 

[Eskorbutin]

Happens. I was in dissociation for like 6 years

 

[buccalfatremoval]

Happens. I was in dissociation for like 6 years

Do you ever feel like you’re reliving a moment you relived sometimes?
Idk like deja vu squared

 

[_Jason_]

Brutal

 

[Deleted member 387920]

Same here. I feel like my life is just a dream and I’m already dead.

 

[Truebloatcel]

Always feels like I’m living in a shell
When I look in the mirror it feels like my face isn’t mine or it’s fake
Could be my schizophrenia I guess

It’s this forum and the constant focus on looks

 

[hopelessmanlet32]

i always cant tell if i look like what i see in the mirror
and if what pepole see its better or worse

 

[accinr]

Always feels like I’m living in a shell
When I look in the mirror it feels like my face isn’t mine or it’s fake
Could be my schizophrenia I guess

have you nuked your e2?

 

[buccalfatremoval]

have you nuked your e2?

Nah

 

[Eskorbutin]

Do you ever feel like you’re reliving a moment you relived sometimes?
Idk like deja vu squared

Atp I feel like I time travel. In a the same river is never the same river twice kind of way

 

[filyp]

Happens. I was in dissociation for like 6 years

Howd you make it Stop?

 

[Eskorbutin]

Howd you make it Stop?

You don't make it stop you forget it. It's like a mask and you have to re learn who you were by trying.

 

[Deleted member 2420]

I feel you man, I’ve been in a dissociative/derealized state for the past 2 years or so

I feel so trapped it’s horrible