I've been lying im a fakecel

[no that Elias]

I've been lying and i have to say it. When i was 5 years old i had a "girlfriend" that was genuinely just a girl that accepted my feelings when i told her that i liked her. We never kissed we never hugged we never hold hands but i have that burden. I know i had feelings and i knew she had them for me. Even if a few months later she moved and i never heard of her again i still had it i had it for a while and all because that was just the lowest intelligence point in my life and where kids didn't had prejudices over social rules n shi that stopped me from forming relationships. I fucking hate it. P.D: I know I'm s grey in y'all fuckers terms but ive had this account for a fucking while and I've been here for a fucking while also. I just forgot my password ad .org was failing in the recovery of it.