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Iron
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Like most people here, my problem is actually advanced staged autism. The first sign was in 6th grade when I told some chick I was gonna bring my dad’s gun to school and kill her and her friends. Idk why I said it tbh, anyways some ropefuel is today, she is genuinely a stacy. I lowkey coulda made friends with her in middle school cause I got her number and we were chilling but in December I fucked it up and went AWOL. (With the shooting thing). But no joke she is actually a Stacy. I know most people use that term lightly but in this case, I swear to fucking god she actually has to be in top 0.001% of female facial aesthetics. Anyways, after this “incident” I was placed in sped classes until they realized I wasn’t mentally retarded. In fact, I would say I am rather average in terms of intelligence. Anyways, this led me to essentially begin becoming an outcast at school. I essentially had no friends after this and literally would sit and bang my head into a stone wall during lunch time and recess. I’m not fucking joking. No wonder no body wanted to me friend JFL. Covid happened (simultaneous to my puberty) GOD FUCKING DAMMMMKUT. I ATE LIKE SHIT, NEVER WENT OUTSIDE, GOONED AND PLAYED VIDEOGAMES ALL DAY LONG. TEST LEVELS WERE PROBABLY IN THE FUCKING ONE HUNDREDS IF THATS EVEN POSSIBLE. SHIT CAUSED ME MAJOR BONEMASS IN MY FACE, AT LEAST 3 INCHES IN HEIGHT. (I starvemaxxed and cortisolmaxxed to lose 115 pounds in 6 months literally when it was peak time to grow my height) just thinking of this makes me want to fucking shoot myself in the head. Anyways, yeah I think I’ve been autistic this whole time fuck
