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Every few years I go insane and have a revolutionary change in my life.
At age 15 I decided to change everything. I took up NoFap, I took up religion devoutly, I took up disciplining myself, I took up changing my mindset, I took up calisthenics, then cold showers, then sleeping on the floor, then eating healthy, then grinding out my goals.
Whenever I lost discipline and philosophy I lost everything. I had a few years stagnant. But I just had another revolution. As many of you can see in my past, I was clinically depressed for about 2 or 3 years, very, very suicidal before this. Every day I wanted to kill myself, oh my god i cant even relate anymore, holy shit I completely fucking forgot the feeling of wanting to kill yourself. It used to be my daily reality.
i recently decided to fucking change my shit, fix my life. I don't know how it started, whether I just got sick of being the same, fed up with being ugly, or hungry to finally feel alive, but I'm well on my way. This site has me for about a year, it helped alot, I'll admit. I've learned alot. But at the same time, I was more depressed about myself, more aspie, more weird, more toxic, because of this site. It corrupted me.
And it's not the site. It's some of you reading this. I can't believe people legitimately had me convinced it was moral to like underage girls, that "going ER" was a righteous thing to do, that suicide was a good option, that I should hate women for simply following their biology (I'm doing the same thing...).
now, I'm not one for just complaining. I recommend watching this guy named Alexander Grace on youtube. He presents the blackpill but in a more complete worldview. It's not just bitching and moaning by ugly incels, it's pragmatic solutions to men's problems and what we can do.
hes pretty based and honestly a huge contributor to the reason im as happy as i am right now
At age 15 I decided to change everything. I took up NoFap, I took up religion devoutly, I took up disciplining myself, I took up changing my mindset, I took up calisthenics, then cold showers, then sleeping on the floor, then eating healthy, then grinding out my goals.
Whenever I lost discipline and philosophy I lost everything. I had a few years stagnant. But I just had another revolution. As many of you can see in my past, I was clinically depressed for about 2 or 3 years, very, very suicidal before this. Every day I wanted to kill myself, oh my god i cant even relate anymore, holy shit I completely fucking forgot the feeling of wanting to kill yourself. It used to be my daily reality.
i recently decided to fucking change my shit, fix my life. I don't know how it started, whether I just got sick of being the same, fed up with being ugly, or hungry to finally feel alive, but I'm well on my way. This site has me for about a year, it helped alot, I'll admit. I've learned alot. But at the same time, I was more depressed about myself, more aspie, more weird, more toxic, because of this site. It corrupted me.
And it's not the site. It's some of you reading this. I can't believe people legitimately had me convinced it was moral to like underage girls, that "going ER" was a righteous thing to do, that suicide was a good option, that I should hate women for simply following their biology (I'm doing the same thing...).
now, I'm not one for just complaining. I recommend watching this guy named Alexander Grace on youtube. He presents the blackpill but in a more complete worldview. It's not just bitching and moaning by ugly incels, it's pragmatic solutions to men's problems and what we can do.
hes pretty based and honestly a huge contributor to the reason im as happy as i am right now