Ive been rotting for 8 months

[satoshiSenpai]

I was ruined by an evil foid who stripped my happiness away, I went onto crystal meth for about a month and my body collapsed leaving me months doing nothing but eating food and playing games/ being on discord. I slaved away on roblox for as long as i can remember.\

now i have face dismorphia because i feel like my symmetry is gone, my eyebrows look off, my nose is weird and lips are fucked. along with my hair just being thin and not healthy at all


im begging someone, this is an actual cry for help. whats the first step for me to looksmax, should i slowly start working out? or should i go and get surgery.,

please fucking help me im so lost

 

[satoshiSenpai]

i just need the first steps that everyone knows already, Im so retarded theres nothing left in my brain. im starting to get some memories back but shit.

im actually so retarded now, ive lost everything

 

[satoshiSenpai]

what peptides can i go on

 

[Rylie]

Inject creatine

 

[FutureSlayer]

test prop is your best bet

 

[sazor]

meth doesn't influence face structure

 

[satoshiSenpai]

meth doesn't influence face structure

the fact ive been laying down for months has, ive been face in pillow, mouth breathing, everything im fucked bro fuck you

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Inject creatine

be serious

test prop is your best bet

where can i buy test

 

[Rylie]

be serious

where can i buy test

Post a pic and I’ll help you

 

[sazor]

the fact ive been laying down for months has, ive been face in pillow, mouth breathing, everything im fucked bro fuck you

Bro it's not my fault if you're a failure JFL, and insulting me doesn't make things better iqlet

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Post a pic and I’ll help you

brutal i cant show my face for opsec reasons

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Bro it's not my fault if you're a failure JFL, and insulting me doesn't make things better iqlet

just tell me greycel knowledge let me buy based products, mew, etc what do i do

 

[cargo70]

brutal i cant show my face for opsec reasons

Worried about OPSEC, but doesn’t have one thing going for him in life. No hate, just saying.

 

[sazor]

just tell me greycel knowledge let me buy based products, mew, etc what do i do

BROOOTAL, buy my based products and my debloat formula link in bio, also do thumbpulling and masai jums to ascend to True Adamlite

 

[satoshiSenpai]

BROOOTAL, buy my based products and my debloat formula link in bio, also do thumbpulling and masai jums to ascend to True Adamlite

mirin

 

[cargo70]

just tell me greycel knowledge, let me buy based products, mew, etc what do i do

Dude, you know what to do: start working out, eating better, and maintaining hygiene.

There is no magic pill or product.

You have to be willing to take the first step.

Gym membership, 1g of protein per bodyweight or goal bodyweight, and basic hygiene, bro.



Also, stop using Incel terminology that you have no clue what it means. Stop with the brutal and mirin shit.

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Worried about OPSEC, but doesn’t have one thing going for him in life. No hate, just saying.

Dude, you know what to do: start working out, eating better, and maintaining hygiene.

There is no magic pill or product.

You have to be willing to take the first step.

Gym membership, 1g of protein per bodyweight or goal bodyweight, and basic hygiene, bro.



Also, stop using Incel terminology that you have no clue what it means. Stop with the brutal and mirin shit.

bro i cant eat food its too hard, i need more than 2k cals to gain weight but its so hard i feel like puking.

also i wish i was dead im so suicidal

 

[cargo70]

bro i cant eat food its too hard, i need more than 2k cals to gain weight but its so hard i feel like puking.

also i wish i was dead im so suicidal

I’ve been in the same boat; venting to online losers isn't going to help you. spend a few days looking into BOTB threads and getting your health together

An unhealthy body is an unhealthy mind.

Small steps make progress.

and dont take SSRIs no matter what.

 

[ssxjdgh]

You can dm me a pic if you want. Just do easy steps now: track daily calories using an app, take finasteride, basic skincare.

Worry about the rest once you do those

 

[satoshiSenpai]

You can dm me a pic if you want. Just do easy steps now: track daily calories using an app, take finasteride, basic skincare.

Worry about the rest once you do those

which peptides? my skin is fine but textured/ is tret good or does it give me uncanny glass skin. Also i dont need finasteride i have good hair genes i dont bald

 

[yushmaxx]

I was ruined by an evil foid who stripped my happiness away, I went onto crystal meth for about a month and my body collapsed leaving me months doing nothing but eating food and playing games/ being on discord. I slaved away on roblox for as long as i can remember.\

now i have face dismorphia because i feel like my symmetry is gone, my eyebrows look off, my nose is weird and lips are fucked. along with my hair just being thin and not healthy at all


im begging someone, this is an actual cry for help. whats the first step for me to looksmax, should i slowly start working out? or should i go and get surgery.,

please fucking help me im so lost

Dude before you even think about any hardmaxxes or even BP you need to get your life in order.

Getting into shape should be your #1 priority, along with correcting tounge posture and your actual posture.

Also please go to a general physician and do a check up, be honest about your meth usage. I also suspect your nutrition is terrible which might be affecting your face.

I doubt the extent of your facial asymmetry. Good luck dude.

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Dude before you even think about any hardmaxxes or even BP you need to get your life in order.

Getting into shape should be your #1 priority, along with correcting tounge posture and your actual posture.

Also please go to a general physician and do a check up, be honest about your meth usage. I also suspect your nutrition is terrible which might be affecting your face.

I doubt the extent of your facial asymmetry. Good luck dude.

im not trying to trauma dump but im so suicidal i dont even care about anything right now i already decided to end it next year at 21 so

i just want to look good for a year maybe i dont care what i put in my body so just tell me what peptides and steroids to take

 

[yeahfinn]

im not trying to trauma dump but im so suicidal i dont even care about anything right now i already decided to end it next year at 21 so

i just want to look good for a year maybe i dont care what i put in my body so just tell me what peptides and steroids to take

i feel u bro

 

[FutureSlayer]

be serious

where can i buy test

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[yushmaxx]

im not trying to trauma dump but im so suicidal i dont even care about anything right now i already decided to end it next year at 21 so

i just want to look good for a year maybe i dont care what i put in my body so just tell me what peptides and steroids to take

peptides and steroids arent the answer. anyone telling you that is fucking lying to you.

i don’t know what way to put this for you but when your health is already this terrible and you are this malnourished those peptides and steroids wont do anything.

look, do you think steroids will build muscle if you are starving yourself by not eating?

please get off this site man considering your mental state you should be focused on keeping yourself alive not your looks.

 

[glycocel]

im not trying to trauma dump but im so suicidal i dont even care about anything right now i already decided to end it next year at 21 so

i just want to look good for a year maybe i dont care what i put in my body so just tell me what peptides and steroids to take

holy shit nga hop off therapistmax

 

[autisticloser]

Inject creatine

He should pin vitamin d3

 

[satoshiSenpai]

holy shit nga hop off therapistmax

therapy is cope, i tried EMDR, CBT, group sessions etc. Psychiatrists give random jester diagnosis, every time i go i get a new mental disorder, BPD, Bi-polar, narcissism, C-PTSD, borderline socio, ADHD, anxiety, depression etc.

medication doesnt work for me ive been on three different SSRI's ive been on ritalin, ive been on propanone.

im just fucked and i cant take it anymore but ive been rotting for too long and i want to look good again

 

[Rylie]

therapy is cope, i tried EMDR, CBT, group sessions etc. Psychiatrists give random jester diagnosis, every time i go i get a new mental disorder, BPD, Bi-polar, narcissism, C-PTSD, borderline socio, ADHD, anxiety, depression etc.

medication doesnt work for me ive been on three different SSRI's ive been on ritalin, ive been on propanone.

im just fucked and i cant take it anymore but ive been rotting for too long and i want to look good again

If you want something had enough, you will find the steps you need to take to achieve such.

That’s all I’ll leave you with , also fuck you for not repping anyone in this convo

 

[VrillFatNoob24]

I was ruined by an evil foid who stripped my happiness away, I went onto crystal meth for about a month and my body collapsed leaving me months doing nothing but eating food and playing games/ being on discord. I slaved away on roblox for as long as i can remember.\

now i have face dismorphia because i feel like my symmetry is gone, my eyebrows look off, my nose is weird and lips are fucked. along with my hair just being thin and not healthy at all


im begging someone, this is an actual cry for help. whats the first step for me to looksmax, should i slowly start working out? or should i go and get surgery.,

please fucking help me im so lost

inject poop

 

[Rylie]

inject poop

Gatekeep the Gut microbiome signaling method

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Gatekeep the Gut microbiome signaling method

they alrady did a south park episode on it

 

[hasty]

I was ruined by an evil foid who stripped my happiness away, I went onto crystal meth for about a month and my body collapsed leaving me months doing nothing but eating food and playing games/ being on discord. I slaved away on roblox for as long as i can remember.\

now i have face dismorphia because i feel like my symmetry is gone, my eyebrows look off, my nose is weird and lips are fucked. along with my hair just being thin and not healthy at all


im begging someone, this is an actual cry for help. whats the first step for me to looksmax, should i slowly start working out? or should i go and get surgery.,

please fucking help me im so lost

sunlight and cardio is probably one of the steps
just eat fruits and get friends

 

[hasty]

He should pin vitamin d3

yeah

 

[loseratgenes]

I was ruined by an evil foid who stripped my happiness away, I went onto crystal meth for about a month and my body collapsed leaving me months doing nothing but eating food and playing games/ being on discord. I slaved away on roblox for as long as i can remember.\

now i have face dismorphia because i feel like my symmetry is gone, my eyebrows look off, my nose is weird and lips are fucked. along with my hair just being thin and not healthy at all


im begging someone, this is an actual cry for help. whats the first step for me to looksmax, should i slowly start working out? or should i go and get surgery.,

please fucking help me im so lost

Ropemaxx

 

[naval]

therapy is cope, i tried EMDR, CBT, group sessions etc. Psychiatrists give random jester diagnosis, every time i go i get a new mental disorder, BPD, Bi-polar, narcissism, C-PTSD, borderline socio, ADHD, anxiety, depression etc.

medication doesnt work for me ive been on three different SSRI's ive been on ritalin, ive been on propanone.

im just fucked and i cant take it anymore but ive been rotting for too long and i want to look good again

The only cope is you keeping this mindset, you are so tangled into this sense of magic peptides or BP your whole vocabulary is centered around insecurity.. Honestly first thing you need to do is take the precautionary steps to not die any second, your usage of crystal meth is not "methmaxxing" it's suicidemaxxing you need to get off that cope stimulant asap and hop on something else that isn't quite literally killing you, hopping on ADHD medications (Vyvanse, Concerta) and Anxiety/Anti Depressants as well... Stop listening to fucking IDIOTS and letting other people get you into a never ending cycle which will ultimately just end in you killing yourself. Here's some advice that actually fucking works for the state your in and guess what it's the usual thing every sane person says. Hitting the gym, Prioritizing whole foods, going on walks!!!, getting daily sunlight, and softmaxxing. Once your out of this cave which will take time you will start to see how the little things in life add up and give you a sense of purpose just keep pushing and find yourself through time, getting a dog also helps since it takes a little bit of the loneliness away and gives you someone who loves you and is your true best friend.

 

[satoshiSenpai]

The only cope is you keeping this mindset, you are so tangled into this sense of magic peptides or BP your whole vocabulary is centered around insecurity.. Honestly first thing you need to do is take the precautionary steps to not die any second, your usage of crystal meth is not "methmaxxing" it's suicidemaxxing you need to get off that cope stimulant asap and hop on something else that isn't quite literally killing you, hopping on ADHD medications (Vyvanse, Concerta) and Anxiety/Anti Depressants as well... Stop listening to fucking IDIOTS and letting other people get you into a never ending cycle which will ultimately just end in you killing yourself. Here's some advice that actually fucking works for the state your in and guess what it's the usual thing every sane person says. Hitting the gym, Prioritizing whole foods, going on walks!!!, getting daily sunlight, and softmaxxing. Once your out of this cave which will take time you will start to see how the little things in life add up and give you a sense of purpose just keep pushing and find yourself through time, getting a dog also helps since it takes a little bit of the loneliness away and gives you someone who loves you and is your true best friend.

"The only cope is you keeping this mindset,"

yeah, thats the whole point you retard. shut the fuck up like you know anything about my life. i promise you me acting like a fag all jolly with a dick up my ass wont fix shit.

im too self aware for therapy to work for me, ive been through too much shit for anything to fix itself. I dont want to get better, and thats that. Im just going to do drugs and looksmax until i finally overdose. Some people have more problems than depression

"Muh just talk to someone about your feelings" fucking fag

 

[FutureSlayer]

"The only cope is you keeping this mindset,"

yeah, thats the whole point you retard. shut the fuck up like you know anything about my life. i promise you me acting like a fag all jolly with a dick up my ass wont fix shit.

im too self aware for therapy to work for me, ive been through too much shit for anything to fix itself. I dont want to get better, and thats that. Im just going to do drugs and looksmax until i finally overdose. Some people have more problems than depression

"Muh just talk to someone about your feelings" fucking fag

don't listen to these positive affirmation retards, you need roids more than any brain altering substance.
Once you're out of dire straits and perhaps still want to try a psychological approach ditch the positivism/illuminism paradigm and research chaos magick

 

[LTNUser]

"

"Muh just talk to someone about your feelings" fucking fag

That is indeed not a good advise
You talk to someone about your feelings and the next day he or she forgets about you as if you never existed

 

[satoshiSenpai]

don't listen to these positive affirmation retards, you need roids more than any brain altering substance.
Once you're out of dire straits and perhaps still want to try a psychological approach ditch the positivism/illuminism paradigm and research chaos magick

i do blood rituals sometimes and sacrifice my own blood

 

[FutureSlayer]

i do blood rituals sometimes and sacrifice my own blood

Yeah, whatever. You need to alter your phenotype and your biology first, you can't engage in rituals without a solid "reality" tangible framework, otherwise you're just being a secular psychologist to yourself.
Do roids, hardmaxx your flaws, experiment with safe profile drugs such as lsd, pregabalin, low dose ketamine, study everything you lay your hands on. Become a homo superior

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Yeah, whatever. You need to alter your phenotype and your biology first, you can't engage in rituals without a solid "reality" tangible framework, otherwise you're just being a secular psychologist to yourself.
Do roids, hardmaxx your flaws, experiment with safe profile drugs such as lsd, pregabalin, low dose ketamine, study everything you lay your hands on. Become a homo superior

do you like manipulation? and dark psychology

 

[FutureSlayer]

do you like manipulation? and dark psychology

That stuff does not work, the world is deterministic, everything is already priced in and will eventually result to an outcome tied to your fixed attributes, like the stock market, you cannot predict it.

 

[satoshiSenpai]

That stuff does not work, the world is deterministic, everything is already priced in and will eventually result to an outcome tied to your fixed attributes, like the stock market, you cannot predict it.

liar

 

[T50CeI]

Show a pic

 

[FutureSlayer]

liar

a rich Chad will always have more ascendancy over whoever you manipulated for decades, you cannot win unless you fix your tangible attributes

 

[cargo70]

im not trying to trauma dump but im so suicidal i dont even care about anything right now i already decided to end it next year at 21 so

i just want to look good for a year maybe i dont care what i put in my body so just tell me what peptides and steroids to take

Why not try psychedelics if you are planning?

 

[cargo70]

i do blood rituals sometimes and sacrifice my own blood

Are you serious, brah?

 

[oculus]

heal up on hgh honestly if you have scars there’s a thing clavicular did for his scar in between his eyebrows forget what it’s called

 

[ase]

I was ruined by an evil foid who stripped my happiness away, I went onto crystal meth for about a month and my body collapsed leaving me months doing nothing but eating food and playing games/ being on discord. I slaved away on roblox for as long as i can remember.\

now i have face dismorphia because i feel like my symmetry is gone, my eyebrows look off, my nose is weird and lips are fucked. along with my hair just being thin and not healthy at all


im begging someone, this is an actual cry for help. whats the first step for me to looksmax, should i slowly start working out? or should i go and get surgery.,

please fucking help me im so lost

There's no instant fix. Healing your skin, body, hair, etc. is gonna take time. They say it takes months for treatments to work like minoxidil, tretinoin, etc. So I would start now and wait for the improvements to show.