Jason Voorhees
Say cheese
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I've been rotting on this forum for years it's baked into my daily routine like breathing. I keep a tab open on my laptop and phone at all times refreshing it periodically even while grinding through work or studying. The blackpill and looks theory hit like a revelation fresh and eye opening but it all turns repetitive and stale fast. You lose your NTness, get numb to the violent, disparaging humor that used to crack you up and stop finding joy in the stuff that once did. That's why I push greycels to looksmaxx hard, soak up the solid advice, and bounce before it drags you down. For vets like me though, it's a rare spot to shoot the shit about random topics or politics without the censorship bullshit elsewhere. That's pretty much all I use it for now
Only God knows if or when I'll finally ditch this place for good I figure once full time work kicks in I'll stack my schedule to the brim. Start doing my freelance gigs again. I already have the contacts and clients to make it make it happen. I don't need the extra money but stackinf extra cash hurt no one. I'll keep myself buried so there's zero room for forums or any of this. People always ask how I'm motivated. The truth is my drive never came from some calculated plan about career stability or job security it was raw hyper competitiveness and envy. Put me in a enviornment of high performing people and that is where I perform not in the comfort I am now. A trait straight inherited from my old man.
Only God knows if or when I'll finally ditch this place for good I figure once full time work kicks in I'll stack my schedule to the brim. Start doing my freelance gigs again. I already have the contacts and clients to make it make it happen. I don't need the extra money but stackinf extra cash hurt no one. I'll keep myself buried so there's zero room for forums or any of this. People always ask how I'm motivated. The truth is my drive never came from some calculated plan about career stability or job security it was raw hyper competitiveness and envy. Put me in a enviornment of high performing people and that is where I perform not in the comfort I am now. A trait straight inherited from my old man.

(full diddy)