I've been rotting on PSL forums for years

I remember reading a similar threads from @lurking truecel here it is

Yes. It’s very true. People get stroppy after something goes wrong even once.
 
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why do you keep writing walls and walls of blogposts. aren't you looking to make a family. goddamn. do you simply do no work?
Right now. No no work. I do coding and learning in the morning and evening tho but I always have this tab open.
 
I've been on PSL forums since 2015. People think I'm a newfag because of the 2023 join date. Just don't let it give you brainrot because a lot of people go off the deep end and let it make them bitter and angry.
For my sins, for me it's even longer, as I was member of puahate back in the day. I wonder sometimes what happened to Invisible and a few of the other hardcore regulars. Interestingly the negativity was even worse back then, there was no talk of ascending and surgeries were rarely discussed. I don't ever remember a jaw surgery thread lol.

Back then I was a hardcore shut-in incel. I've come a long way since then, had countless gf's and sexual experiences, hard maxxed, made a fuck ton of money through career and then lucking out with crypto. Leaving it all behind was like waking up from a bad dream. Slowly, though many, many years later, I got sucked back in.

I don't feel much kinship with a place like this anymore. I have no struggles with women. A lot of the populace are 18 year old tiktokers. I mostly just peruse the surgery forum which has taught me a few things. I'll probably quit soon as I've slowly but gradually felt my mindset becoming poisoned again by the bp. I don't like the person I am on these forums.
 
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For my sins, for me it's even longer, as I was member of puahate back in the day. I wonder sometimes what happened to Invisible and a few of the other hardcore regulars. Interestingly the negativity was even worse back then, there was no talk of ascending and surgeries were rarely discussed. I don't ever remember a jaw surgery thread lol.

Back then I was a hardcore shut-in incel. I've come a long way since then, had countless gf's and sexual experiences, hard maxxed, made a fuck ton of money through career and then lucking out with crypto. Leaving it all behind was like waking up from a bad dream. Slowly, though many, many years later, I got sucked back in.

I don't feel much kinship with a place like this anymore. I have no struggles with women. A lot of the populace are 18 year old tiktokers. I mostly just peruse the surgery forum which has taught me a few things. I'll probably quit soon as I've slowly but gradually felt my mindset becoming poisoned again by the bp. I don't like the person I am on these forums.
I didn’t use PUAhate despite the fact that I had gotten into this entire scene from PUA at like 14yrs old (lol that’s how you know fucking over) - I tried exposure therapy trying to talk to women in my school and I had never gotten results . Tha was like 13 years ago. I had gotten into trying to look better originally because I realized PUA was shit so I started working out and doing the red pill stuff but even that was bullshit.

Ascending became a thing on lookism which I used a lot. I only lurked to soak up information and only made an acount in like 2019.

I left the entire subculture (it was a subculture at the time it wasn’t as popular as it is now which I kind of hate) around 2019 too and I only came back to this when I saw it got popular and it reminded me of my old days. It’s good you ascended and left it all behind because if you’re lurking on PSL for longer than a few years then you’re not trying to improve which is the entire point of these forums.

I was a shut in too in the beginning but I hated it and wanted to fix my life and I was able to do it after just focusing on my looks. The amount of improvement you see in your life from just fixing your looks is astonishing. No amount of therapy or SSRIs or benzos will fix this depression or abused dog syndrome. I think instead of prescribing ssris doctors should prescribe lefort & implants Jfl you’d see a much better improvement in people’s lives.

Yes it’s hard to relate to a lot of people on here because my Reddit and steam accounts are older than some of the people here. I relate to them somewhat because I remember the dark place I was in when I was young and ugly. I had gotten myself put into a psych ward because I knew I needed rhinoplasty or else I would rope. I had gotten rhinoplasty at 15 and it changed my life and payed dividends. The treatments I get from women and the amount of things women have paid for me and gotten me over the years has totalled much more than the 8k it cost for a rhinoplasty.

Don’t let yourself rot here again if you’ve already left. Just use it casually. The problem is the forum is very addicting.
 
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I didn’t use PUAhate despite the fact that I had gotten into this entire scene from PUA at like 14yrs old (lol that’s how you know fucking over) - I tried exposure therapy trying to talk to women in my school and I had never gotten results . Tha was like 13 years ago. I had gotten into trying to look better originally because I realized PUA was shit so I started working out and doing the red pill stuff but even that was bullshit.

Ascending became a thing on lookism which I used a lot. I only lurked to soak up information and only made an acount in like 2019.

I left the entire subculture (it was a subculture at the time it wasn’t as popular as it is now which I kind of hate) around 2019 too and I only came back to this when I saw it got popular and it reminded me of my old days. It’s good you ascended and left it all behind because if you’re lurking on PSL for longer than a few years then you’re not trying to improve which is the entire point of these forums.

I was a shut in too in the beginning but I hated it and wanted to fix my life and I was able to do it after just focusing on my looks. The amount of improvement you see in your life from just fixing your looks is astonishing. No amount of therapy or SSRIs or benzos will fix this depression or abused dog syndrome. I think instead of prescribing ssris doctors should prescribe lefort & implants Jfl you’d see a much better improvement in people’s lives.

Yes it’s hard to relate to a lot of people on here because my Reddit and steam accounts are older than some of the people here. I relate to them somewhat because I remember the dark place I was in when I was young and ugly. I had gotten myself put into a psych ward because I knew I needed rhinoplasty or else I would rope. I had gotten rhinoplasty at 15 and it changed my life and payed dividends. The treatments I get from women and the amount of things women have paid for me and gotten me over the years has totalled much more than the 8k it cost for a rhinoplasty.

Don’t let yourself rot here again if you’ve already left. Just use it casually. The problem is the forum is very addicting.
It is addictive. Chuck in dem sweet sweet forum reps as well and it's hard to leave.

Congrats on making positive changes and not just languishing in this black void. People always make excuses for their inaction but for me it was do-or-die... for my first surgery I literally had to get a loan from a bank to finance it (under false pretences), flew to a foreign country alone, recovered alone for 2.5 weeks in a hotel and did it all against the wishes of my parents. So, I chuckle when I read the copes, mental masturbation and excuses people here make to explain why they've not gotten surgery yet (for X amount of years).

Yeah it was eye opening for me too on how much my life improved from fixing my looks. Not just in the dating world but also in day-to-day life. But also kind of validating... turns out my personality and confidence were actually fine after all.

It would be great to have a sub-section on the forum for the uncs :feelsez:
 
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I've been rotting on this forum for years it's baked into my daily routine like breathing. I keep a tab open on my laptop and phone at all times refreshing it periodically even while grinding through work or studying. The blackpill and looks theory hit like a revelation fresh and eye opening but it all turns repetitive and stale fast. You lose your NTness, get numb to the violent, disparaging humor that used to crack you up and stop finding joy in the stuff that once did. That's why I push greycels to looksmaxx hard, soak up the solid advice, and bounce before it drags you down. For vets like me though, it's a rare spot to shoot the shit about random topics or politics without the censorship bullshit elsewhere. That's pretty much all I use it for now

Only God knows if or when I'll finally ditch this place for good I figure once full time work kicks in I'll stack my schedule to the brim. Start doing my freelance gigs again. I already have the contacts and clients to make it make it happen. I don't need the extra money but stackinf extra cash hurt no one. I'll keep myself buried so there's zero room for forums or any of this. People always ask how I'm motivated. The truth is my drive never came from some calculated plan about career stability or job security it was raw hyper competitiveness and envy. Put me in a enviornment of high performing people and that is where I perform not in the comfort I am now. A trait straight inherited from my old man.
U literally joined this forum when I was 12 ,18 now
 

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