I’ve been told to kill myself more times than “I love you”

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but that’s okay
 
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I feel sorry but it is ironic
 
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yes
 
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same
 
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one more cold shower please
 
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Sending you some to make up for it
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I'll do it for my bhais:Comfy:
 
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Where are the cats
2eb
 
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I need a tall htb so bad mane, any mtb will do tbh. Maybe a cute ltb
 
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true, but don't do it, existing is cool even if people hate you for your looks, do what i do, meet people online and act like your camera is broken and never send face pics
 
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I Haven't heard "I love you" even from my parents 😢
 
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Thank you forum daddy I love you ❤️:love:
I love you too, son. I’m sorry I didn’t always say it. I was raised in a household where my father, meaning your grandfather, also didn’t show me love. But it’s time to break the circle. I fucking love you, son. :feelscry:
 
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How is this even possible :forcedsmile:
 
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I love you too, son. I’m sorry I didn’t always say it. I was raised in a household where my father, meaning your grandfather, also didn’t show me love. But it’s time to break the circle. I fucking love you, son. :feelscry:
Brutal parentpill :feelsbadman:
 
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Brutal parentpill :feelsbadman:
Yeah, honestly most of the times we forget to take into account that people are the way they are due to the way they were raised, or tragic events that took place in the past. We tend to overlook that aspect, and so we don’t take it into account, leaving us disenfranchised as to why they are the way they are, and why they won’t show feelings of love and whatnot. But some people do manage to break the circle, so there’s that. That person could be you, when you have kids someday.
 
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Ok
 
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My instincts are so fried that I don't even want kids
Honestly? Same. I don’t want kids at all. I’m an anti-natalist. At this point, I don’t even wanna have a partner… ok, maybe that’s not the right word. I guess I’m not interested anymore…
 
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Honestly? Same. I don’t want kids at all. I’m an anti-natalist. At this point, I don’t even wanna have a partner… ok, maybe that’s not the right word. I guess I’m not interested anymore…
how did you end up as 29yo khhv?
 
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i love you nigger
 
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Honestly? Same. I don’t want kids at all. I’m an anti-natalist. At this point, I don’t even wanna have a partner… ok, maybe that’s not the right word. I guess I’m not interested anymore…
Having kids just seems like hell and really selfish. Personally I want a partner but not anything like marriage :feelswat:
 
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Having kids just seems like hell and really selfish. Personally I want a partner but not anything like marriage :feelswat:
Having kids is definitely selfish. Most people do it because of muh legacy. It’s stupid.
 
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say it here lol
Apologies for the wait. Here it is. In high school, a girl led me on at age 13 or 14, thought she liked me so I forced myself to like her back and she became my oneitis, then she turned me down at age 16. When I liked her, I didn’t see anyone else so I didn’t try anything with anyone. It also caused me to have self-esteem images and see myself as ugly. Spent 2 years trying to get over her and it happened when we both left high school, a year after at age 19 I got over her. Then at age 20 I developed a new oneitis, and she was outside of my social circle, never spoke or saw her, she didn’t even know I existed, brutal. Finally got the chance to contact her and she turned me down at age 25. Already saw it coming because I know I’m ugly. During ages 20-25 I never liked anyone else. Then after her rejecting me I got extremely depressed and tried to get over her, but not before texting her with another number after I got blocked. Ignored me for months, never said a single word after rejecting me. Made me realize just how ugly I must be, to have her treat me that way. She got married and become a mother earlier this year. I wish her the best. Finally managed to get over her at age 28, and now I’m 29. Not interested in anyone and lost the ability to like anyone.
 
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Apologies for the wait. Here it is. In high school, a girl led me on at age 13 or 14, thought she liked me so I forced myself to like her back and she became my oneitis, then she turned me down at age 16. When I liked her, I didn’t see anyone else so I didn’t try anything with anyone. It also caused me to have self-esteem images and see myself as ugly. Spent 2 years trying to get over her and it happened when we both left high school, a year after at age 19 I got over her. Then at age 20 I developed a new oneitis, and she was outside of my social circle, never spoke or saw her, she didn’t even know I existed, brutal. Finally got the chance to contact her and she turned me down at age 25. Already saw it coming because I know I’m ugly. During ages 20-25 I never liked anyone else. Then after her rejecting me I got extremely depressed and tried to get over her, but not before texting her with another number after I got blocked. Ignored me for months, never said a single word after rejecting me. Made me realize just how ugly I must be, to have her treat me that way. She got married and become a mother earlier this year. I wish her the best. Finally managed to get over her at age 28, and now I’m 29. Not interested in anyone and lost the ability to like anyone.
brutal bro, some villain original story
hope you get a happy ending tho
 
brutal bro, some villain original story
hope you get a happy ending tho
This is the end result of all those experiences:


God, it’s brutal. Thank you for the well wishes though it won’t happen but still, much appreciated. 😊
 
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Apologies for the wait. Here it is. In high school, a girl led me on at age 13 or 14, thought she liked me so I forced myself to like her back and she became my oneitis, then she turned me down at age 16. When I liked her, I didn’t see anyone else so I didn’t try anything with anyone. It also caused me to have self-esteem images and see myself as ugly. Spent 2 years trying to get over her and it happened when we both left high school, a year after at age 19 I got over her. Then at age 20 I developed a new oneitis, and she was outside of my social circle, never spoke or saw her, she didn’t even know I existed, brutal. Finally got the chance to contact her and she turned me down at age 25. Already saw it coming because I know I’m ugly. During ages 20-25 I never liked anyone else. Then after her rejecting me I got extremely depressed and tried to get over her, but not before texting her with another number after I got blocked. Ignored me for months, never said a single word after rejecting me. Made me realize just how ugly I must be, to have her treat me that way. She got married and become a mother earlier this year. I wish her the best. Finally managed to get over her at age 28, and now I’m 29. Not interested in anyone and lost the ability to like anyone.
literally had the same story,

10yrs old - first oneitis, became socially isolated
20yrs old - new oneitis met her during pandemic, i was thinking about her night and day for 2 years

Now im trying to find myself at 26, its brutal.
 

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