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Kraken
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It's not trivial. It's embedded in our culture that a large member is a sign of masculinity. Women go crazy for them. Women are disappointed when they aren't large. It's shameful to have an average or smaller than average penis.
There is no point in being in a monogamous relationship with an average penis. You cannot provide the feeling of being totally filled up, nor can you give those deep orgasms. In your most vulnerable and exposed scenario, your inadequacies are on full display and you will leave your partner wanting more.
Women say that it doesn't matter but as they explain why, they often give away their hidden favor for a large penis. I feel that I've been misled my entire life. Now, every sexual experience I've had is source of embarrassment and shame. When I look at my body, I am ashamed that I will never be able to have that "wow" factor. No matter how great I am, someone will always have to settle.
If there is someone for whom it truly doesn't matter.
Opening up to other people about is embarrassing and it always prompts painful responses; they say it doesn't matter (which is a lie). They say it's trivial when it's not. They minimize it, while secretly knowing that it IS a source of embarrassment.
I don't want to be pitied. I don't want to live in a world where I am cuckolded. I don't want to live in a world where a physical trait that I can't control is a source of shame. If it isn't a source of shame, then why is a large member of source of pride for so many men and women. There wouldn't be terms like "well-endowed, blessed, gifted, well-hung" for above average penii. No one says "wow, your penis is so small". No one says that because it's embarrassing.
Men with an average penis are taught that we can **make-up** for it with foreplay. This implies that we're starting from a lack. It's a lack that we can't control.
Men are taught that a small penis is an insult.
They are sought after, they are glorified, they are bragged about, they are objectified and they are held in astonishingly high regard by women and men.
It's embarrassing being a man. We know that men are responsible for most of the world's suffering.
I do not watch porn, FYI.
I fantasize about killing myself every single day, for most of the day. I am a ghost. Every day I discover there is always some reason to not die; usually fear for my children. I am just waiting for the day where I can't find enough evidence to stay alive. This is not an existence that I want.
There is no point in being in a monogamous relationship with an average penis. You cannot provide the feeling of being totally filled up, nor can you give those deep orgasms. In your most vulnerable and exposed scenario, your inadequacies are on full display and you will leave your partner wanting more.
Women say that it doesn't matter but as they explain why, they often give away their hidden favor for a large penis. I feel that I've been misled my entire life. Now, every sexual experience I've had is source of embarrassment and shame. When I look at my body, I am ashamed that I will never be able to have that "wow" factor. No matter how great I am, someone will always have to settle.
If there is someone for whom it truly doesn't matter.
Opening up to other people about is embarrassing and it always prompts painful responses; they say it doesn't matter (which is a lie). They say it's trivial when it's not. They minimize it, while secretly knowing that it IS a source of embarrassment.
I don't want to be pitied. I don't want to live in a world where I am cuckolded. I don't want to live in a world where a physical trait that I can't control is a source of shame. If it isn't a source of shame, then why is a large member of source of pride for so many men and women. There wouldn't be terms like "well-endowed, blessed, gifted, well-hung" for above average penii. No one says "wow, your penis is so small". No one says that because it's embarrassing.
Men with an average penis are taught that we can **make-up** for it with foreplay. This implies that we're starting from a lack. It's a lack that we can't control.
Men are taught that a small penis is an insult.
They are sought after, they are glorified, they are bragged about, they are objectified and they are held in astonishingly high regard by women and men.
It's embarrassing being a man. We know that men are responsible for most of the world's suffering.
I do not watch porn, FYI.
I fantasize about killing myself every single day, for most of the day. I am a ghost. Every day I discover there is always some reason to not die; usually fear for my children. I am just waiting for the day where I can't find enough evidence to stay alive. This is not an existence that I want.
