I've developed loneliness/incel PTSD

[Chico Chicowski]

I think back to 2018/2019 and can't accept I wasted so many years (25 now), that I didn't start partying, using Tinder etc.

Despite the fact that I party/hangout with people sometimes 5-6x/week I still have the feeling that I want to cry and Im afraid I will lose it soon (social life).

Be careful with dramatic traumas in your life

loneliness is a disorder with long-term side effects

 

[Deleted member 275]

It's legit tbh. I lost my KHHV status at age 23 and even though I have moderate succes with women nowadays, I feel absolutely repulsive still with a big black hole in my self-esteem.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

It's legit tbh. I lost my KHHV status at age 23 and even though I have moderate succes with women nowadays, I feel absolutely repulsive still with a big black hole in my self-esteem.

its ogre for me as a 25 yo khhv
the only respite in my life is that i am 6'1 and when i get 3'' LL surgery + wear 3 inch lifts i will stand at 6'7 and mog 99% of people when i eventually decide to regularly leave my mothers basement
being a pseudo intellectual and reading the russian, german and french literary canon is also good cope

 

[Deleted member 275]

its ogre for me as a 25 yo khhv
the only respite in my life is that i am 6'1 and when i get 3'' LL surgery + wear 3 inch lifts i will stand at 6'7 and mog 99% of people when i eventually decide to regularly leave my mothers basement
being a pseudo intellectual and reading the russian, german and french literary canon is also good cope

It's brutal man... 25yo khhv... fuck
, mogging people at 6'7 will be a good cope atleast.


I've had 2 attractive girlfriends now, and in both cases I couldn't relate to them at all. Bubbly, priviliged women from rich, loving families. full with emotion/passion, that have been intimate with men since age 14, popular in school, had multiple relationships, many sexpartners, were allowed to find their own hobbies and explore themselves, big social circles, etc.

Meanwhile I have basically lived my entire life as a rejected peasant slave

Their view on the world is so positive, because they have only experienced positive things in their life. Meanwhile I hope worldwar3 starts soon and this whole society comes to an end. JFL.

 

[.👽.]

i think the solution for late ascenders is a long LTR. So they get used to company and leave the lone wolfs attitude behind

 

[Deleted member 5180]

There is no making up for missing out on you’re teen years.

you’ll be mentally screwed for life

 

[Tusseleif]

5-6 times a week with friends and partying is a lot dude, I wish I had that. When did you get a social life?

There is no making up for missing out on you’re teen years.

you’ll be mentally screwed for life

legit

 

[Deleted member 5189]

if u have a social life now then try gettin a gf whilst u can fam before its too late. u dont wanna have no social life AND no girlfriend. and having no social life will then make it harder to get one.

 

[zeke714]

There is no making up for missing out on you’re teen years.

you’ll be mentally screwed for life

True to some extent but you can make it up in your college years and beyond.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

loneliness is a disorder with long-term side effects

tbh i think its cuz you dont have a gf that you feel this way, if you had one you wouldnt be dealing with this

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

It's legit tbh. I lost my KHHV status at age 23 and even though I have moderate succes with women nowadays, I feel absolutely repulsive still with a big black hole in my self-esteem.

ill copy and paste what i told op just now:

tbh i think its cuz you dont have a gf that you feel this way, if you had one you wouldnt be dealing with this

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so yeah of course you will feel unfulfilled by just slaying

 

[Deleted member 275]

ill copy and paste what i told op just now:

tbh i think its cuz you dont have a gf that you feel this way, if you had one you wouldnt be dealing with this

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so yeah of course you will feel unfulfilled by just slaying

I had a gf and i felt the same. A gf is harder to get than slaying, and even harder to keep

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I had a gf and i felt the same. A gf is harder to get than slaying, and even harder to keep

idk my man i think we are different, i think if i had a gf i would forget about it was in the past. or maybe im just hopeful. we zullen t wel zien, ik hoop dat jullie beide verkeerd zitten

 

[Deleted member 275]

idk my man i think we are different, i think if i had a gf i would forget about it was in the past. or maybe im just hopeful. we zullen t wel zien, ik hoop dat jullie beide verkeerd zitten

legit man ik hoop t

 

[JosephGarrot123]

Legit over tbh. I'm 21 khhv, and I never had any social development as in having friends growing up. I was always inside my house avoiding people because of my deformity. Idk If I can ever be NT

 

[Acromegaly_Chad]

Legit over tbh. I'm 21 khhv, and I never had any social development as in having friends growing up. I was always inside my house avoiding people because of my deformity. Idk If I can ever be NT

Can relate

 

[Acromegaly_Chad]

Dude I was already socially crippled by the age of 13 because literally the whole school (400 people) knew me for my recessed mandible and brutally bullied the shit out of me for 4 fucking years.
Then in high school I was without too much effort the best student in my grade and everybody hated me for this on top of being repulsive toward me for my FUCKED UP mandible.

When I finished high school I legit got diagnosed with psychopathic tendencies in the military screening and now I'm coping with becoming a sigma male.

But yeah true love is dead anyways and LTR don't exist anymore because even a tradwife will ride the cock/bbc carousel sooner or later unless you live in a fucking 200 soul redneck village.

Not trying to sound like a MGTOW but you honestly should exploit the fuck out of people in general, also women, pump and dump them and never let them become an important part in your life because otherwise you will either get cheated on, cucked, divorceraped or metoo'd.